The never-ending saga of boredom...
Six months ago, I was unemployed, depressed, and bored out of my mind.
And now, I have a high paying job, I am taking antidepressant meds, and I got everything that I could dream of at the tips of my fingers.
I thought it would make me happy.
But...
I am STILL bored out of my mind more so than ever before.
Ever since I got my job a few months back.I finally could afford to pay my bills and be able to actually by myself stuff.In the past few weeks, I got myself a Xbox 360, a 30 GB Video iPod, new clothes, and a ton of brand new video games and movies.I got high speed internet access, digital cable, Xbox Live, and a cell phone.My apartment is almost like a grown folks playground for myself.
But I am still bored and lonely.
Why?
Why the fuck am I bored and lonely all the time? I have everything that I have always ever wanted in my hands.But, it is just meaningless to me now.
I would give all of this up just to hang out with friends of mine that I haven't see in forever.Especially Jennifer.God, I miss her so much.I haven't seen her in almost six months now.And it sucks.Hell, I would give all of this up just to be in a relationship with another woman.
This sucks.I hate this feeling of boredom.
And now, I have a high paying job, I am taking antidepressant meds, and I got everything that I could dream of at the tips of my fingers.
I thought it would make me happy.
But...
I am STILL bored out of my mind more so than ever before.
Ever since I got my job a few months back.I finally could afford to pay my bills and be able to actually by myself stuff.In the past few weeks, I got myself a Xbox 360, a 30 GB Video iPod, new clothes, and a ton of brand new video games and movies.I got high speed internet access, digital cable, Xbox Live, and a cell phone.My apartment is almost like a grown folks playground for myself.
But I am still bored and lonely.
Why?
Why the fuck am I bored and lonely all the time? I have everything that I have always ever wanted in my hands.But, it is just meaningless to me now.
I would give all of this up just to hang out with friends of mine that I haven't see in forever.Especially Jennifer.God, I miss her so much.I haven't seen her in almost six months now.And it sucks.Hell, I would give all of this up just to be in a relationship with another woman.
This sucks.I hate this feeling of boredom.