Leaving in a couple hours.....
Hey guys, me again! This will have to do for the next fucking THREE WEEKS!!!!
I'm leaving for Belgium at 2:00 pm, and its 10:30 right now. I still haven't gotten that through my head yet -_-.
Yesterday I went over Becky's house and she gave me alchohol...its really good actually......probably the only alcohol I could get drunk off of. She said she HAS TO HAVE MY PANTS but my mom was like NO!!! THEY COST ME TOO MUCH!!!!!
Right now Bens trying to get me mad n I am too. I need to let it out. But I meditated so now I'm okay. HE DIDN'T GET IT OMG!!!
As for Jules....THANKS FOR NOT CALLING ME DAMN!!!! A SIMPLE 'BYE' WOULD'VE SATISFIED ME DAMN!!!! And whats up w/ Sofia? If u talk to her tell her I left to Belgium n I say bye. U guys can leave comments here if u gotta say something or whatever reason.
Yeah, Ben, I'm counting on u to tell the others in the Demon Wolf Pack that I lfet, but I'm coming back. And I hope u can update me when I get back ^_^.
And Becky, u know I love u, bloodsis! Our band names are official. Emie's is Dark, Becky's is Bitter Beauty and mine is Crimson Moon. BCD. Wierd, huh? I think we should list the names alphabetically by our last names but its up to the band....that way Emie's first, Becky second and me last. So the way I listed it earlier.
I'm feeling crushed and I hate it. I just wanna cry....
Someone free me from this prision
I have been locked in my heart
Prisinor of Love
Locked up and wanting to be free
Someone make me stop loving him
Someone mend my broken heart
Someone heal me from these demonic scars
Someone bring me someone new
This love is killing me
Its too much to bear
Too many restraints
Too many regrets
Stop me before I die
Stop me before I DIE!!!
In the dark
Never-ending
I sit there and think of him
AND I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!
I want myself to stop suffering
I want my heart back
But whether I like it or not
I'm stuck with him
My heart has chosen
And I want to take it back
I want to be happy
But I never will be
I'm torn apart forever
Just like I deserve
Broken beyond repair
Save me before I die
Take away these demonic scars
Wipe away my memory of him
End my endless search to hear
his voice, to see
his eyes, to feel
his lips, to love
him again like I am stuck doing
I can't take it back
AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT!!!
But that only
So someone stop me
Before I self-destruct over him!
-Demonic_Punk
I'm leaving for Belgium at 2:00 pm, and its 10:30 right now. I still haven't gotten that through my head yet -_-.
Yesterday I went over Becky's house and she gave me alchohol...its really good actually......probably the only alcohol I could get drunk off of. She said she HAS TO HAVE MY PANTS but my mom was like NO!!! THEY COST ME TOO MUCH!!!!!
Right now Bens trying to get me mad n I am too. I need to let it out. But I meditated so now I'm okay. HE DIDN'T GET IT OMG!!!
As for Jules....THANKS FOR NOT CALLING ME DAMN!!!! A SIMPLE 'BYE' WOULD'VE SATISFIED ME DAMN!!!! And whats up w/ Sofia? If u talk to her tell her I left to Belgium n I say bye. U guys can leave comments here if u gotta say something or whatever reason.
Yeah, Ben, I'm counting on u to tell the others in the Demon Wolf Pack that I lfet, but I'm coming back. And I hope u can update me when I get back ^_^.
And Becky, u know I love u, bloodsis! Our band names are official. Emie's is Dark, Becky's is Bitter Beauty and mine is Crimson Moon. BCD. Wierd, huh? I think we should list the names alphabetically by our last names but its up to the band....that way Emie's first, Becky second and me last. So the way I listed it earlier.
I'm feeling crushed and I hate it. I just wanna cry....
Someone free me from this prision
I have been locked in my heart
Prisinor of Love
Locked up and wanting to be free
Someone make me stop loving him
Someone mend my broken heart
Someone heal me from these demonic scars
Someone bring me someone new
This love is killing me
Its too much to bear
Too many restraints
Too many regrets
Stop me before I die
Stop me before I DIE!!!
In the dark
Never-ending
I sit there and think of him
AND I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!
I want myself to stop suffering
I want my heart back
But whether I like it or not
I'm stuck with him
My heart has chosen
And I want to take it back
I want to be happy
But I never will be
I'm torn apart forever
Just like I deserve
Broken beyond repair
Save me before I die
Take away these demonic scars
Wipe away my memory of him
End my endless search to hear
his voice, to see
his eyes, to feel
his lips, to love
him again like I am stuck doing
I can't take it back
AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT!!!
But that only
So someone stop me
Before I self-destruct over him!
-Demonic_Punk