Poem

[demonic_punk]

Yes its true
Noone's hurt me like you
But I think I've forgiven
All the things you did to me

All at once, I was crushed
Sinking lower and lower with each word
I can't feel that again
This timne I won't make it

I still love you, yes
But I can't trust you with my heart
You gave yours to others
While I thought I was the only one

I'm not ready
To open up my heart again
Its forever shut
Healing from the blows you gave me

I'm worried for myself
I got out of this alive
I survived this twice
But I know if this happens again
So soon; I will not exist

He hurt me more than Patrick
He hurt me more than Tommy
He hurt me more than my father
He hurt me more than my godfather

I remeber the things I did
Right after the wedding I made
Yes Jules, do you remember?
Do you remeber Becky's sorrow?

Its rare that I'm depressed
But now its a lot more often
I don't know if its because of him
Or others in my life

But I'm being cautious
I'm watching out for myself
I'll save myself
Because I'm the only one I can trust

I told you everything
And you did this to me
I don't want you to save me
I'll save myself

Just to show you that I don't need you
I don't care if its a lie
But I gotta learn to be on my own
Since u said I can't be with you

Then I'd rather die!