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Thank you for the emails, I appreciate the caring. I have been meaning to reply. Ive been meaning to fashion some sort of post. Ive been waiting for the next day for when I feel better and fuck if its just getting worse.
So Im making myself here...trying to write out something so you know. Dont worry, Im okay.
Even this...thinking, writing....reading LJ. I just cant right now. I tend to withdraw from everything when Im depressed...I suppose so that I have just enough left to take care of them. So Im sorry, but Im not here. Its definitely a case of...its me, not you lol. Also ya know...Im not active with keeping up with yall right now so no hard feelings if you want to delete me...its perfectly okay! Ive been thinking of deleting myself so I suppose some of you might be too. Ha..that was a giggle....Id delete me. In 4 years Ive never taken down all my posts, deleted all my profile stuff and all my icons...not exactly sure where Im going with it.
Sooo....just wanted to let yall know..im okay, not to worry and all that. If this journal is gone soon...Im just saying goodbye.
Cul is forcing me to take a shower (been a week, yeah thats too hard too and I can EW for myself thank you).
Its been awhile since it was this bad...I hate visiting this part of me. It can be catchy too so Ill stop here.
Be well.
So Im making myself here...trying to write out something so you know. Dont worry, Im okay.
Even this...thinking, writing....reading LJ. I just cant right now. I tend to withdraw from everything when Im depressed...I suppose so that I have just enough left to take care of them. So Im sorry, but Im not here. Its definitely a case of...its me, not you lol. Also ya know...Im not active with keeping up with yall right now so no hard feelings if you want to delete me...its perfectly okay! Ive been thinking of deleting myself so I suppose some of you might be too. Ha..that was a giggle....Id delete me. In 4 years Ive never taken down all my posts, deleted all my profile stuff and all my icons...not exactly sure where Im going with it.
Sooo....just wanted to let yall know..im okay, not to worry and all that. If this journal is gone soon...Im just saying goodbye.
Cul is forcing me to take a shower (been a week, yeah thats too hard too and I can EW for myself thank you).
Its been awhile since it was this bad...I hate visiting this part of me. It can be catchy too so Ill stop here.
Be well.