*gulp* WOW!
These came this afternoon.....When I saw the flowers all wrapped up I was all who? what? wow! Then I opened the card and now Im ?????
Who did such an amazingly thoughtful and kind thing for....me???? LoL oh my God, I started shaking and tearing up, then I got...a hot flash! hahahah started sweating within seconds and had to strip.
Obviously someone that knows my most favorite flower.
I swear I was smiling really big....on the inside.
My heart is swollen. Thank you...and youre right, I did need some love and this is beyond perfect.
In your note you said 'we all love you'...I think thats pretty fucking awesome of one person to spread a whole blanket of love and share what you did for me, with everyone else here.
Now...who.are.you?
Someone special.
I wrote this entry a few hours ago....I feel so much lighter...I feel/know Im over the hump. Everything yall said in my last entry, the emails, the flowers....yeah, it did/does make the difference.
Damn, what was I thinking? Did I just try to convince yall to dump me?
Hmmm...in RL Im not one to say...hey..Im hurting here...could you, can you help me? I dont really reach out.
Here, I do....eventually.
Oy vey...crying again....happy tears though...Happy Fucking Tears.
Thank you for holding me.
My big girl panties are back on.