--Apparently my brother is coming over January 15th (our birthday). My mother seems to think I shouldn't be upset by this, considering I've only been avoiding being anywhere near him for the past 6 or 7 years. Nice move mom.

--My paternal grandmother died Monday around noon of kidney failure. Her funeral is today and I can't go. A) because my brother will be there B) I found out too late and it would have been a hassle trying to get everything together to go C) It wouldn't stop my classes. Sorry I haven't updated in so long. If you know me personally and you want ( Read more... )

--Well I spent most of my spring break avoiding my brother in father while in Oklahoma. I was visiting my grandparents, both sets are still alive and in their early to late 80's. It doesn't bode well for me. I really have no intention of living until I'm older than dirt. Not that I don't want to, but I don't see any point in living that long ( Read more... )

--I feel pretty shitty today. Granted I feel pretty shitty on everyday, but this day called for eating a whole box of girl scout cookies (which i actually may not be able to get all the way through). In any case, the reason I feel pretty shitty is because one of my teachers noticed that I was depressed and everythign and because she gives me a ( Read more... )

--My brother's hearing was last Friday, I think it was supposed to be this weekend but they moved it up without telling my mom until Thursday I think. They're going to charge him either with having Drugs in his locker, or with the aforementioned breaking in of a store. The most he'll get is parole with frequent drug tests. I don't think that's ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention. My brother broke into a store where he used to work and stole stuff. He's being charged with 2nd Degree burglary in the juvenile courts of Tulsa, Oklahoma. Let you know how that is when I know about it.

My brother and my father attempted to talk to me, I refused to do so.

--I watched that Passage to Middle Earth on Sci-Fi Channel last night, very excited about the upcoming movie. They put so much work into, it'll be a great production. I mean, they made everything from scratch. They constructed languages and houses, and cultures and really, everything. It's going to be so awesome. I'll get back to you I have ( Read more... )

--Note: although this story is based on real events and real people, it is extremely dramatized. My brother, however, did abuse me and to my knowledge still uses drugs.

A Day Without

--There was a sense of discomfort as I got onto the bus. The junior high kids were screaming and pushing as I sat down in one of the brown leather seats, the word

--I'm just really sick of some people. Always self-pitying, never telling anyone how they really feel. If everyone knew how everyone else felt people wouldn't get hurt as often. I love everyone, I really do. Even the people I hate I have some amount of compassion for, they just make it a lot harder. I wish my friend wouldn't be Mr. Depresso ( Read more... )