Why don't you just step on me
--I feel pretty shitty today. Granted I feel pretty shitty on everyday, but this day called for eating a whole box of girl scout cookies (which i actually may not be able to get all the way through). In any case, the reason I feel pretty shitty is because one of my teachers noticed that I was depressed and everythign and because she gives me a ride home every Tuesday after club meeting we talked about things that really upset me. Meaning they make me cry. I hate crying in front of people, with possibly an exception of when I'm reading or watching a movie. The subject of my brother, my mom, my dad, not having a car, Wench's baby, and all sorts of other things came up. Also, the guy I wanted to go to prom with said no. He said he had something else to do, but I'm pretty sure he was lying. Infact I know he was lying. Not because of any physical evidence or even rumor, but it was just the way he said it and everything. Well, damn, there's one less person who wants to be my friend now. On a happier note I was actually able to make Rocky Horror this weekend, and I must say it rocked my socks. I got to play Eddie, and at least everyone I talked to (even though they're probably a little biased in my favor since they're my friends and what not) said I did a rockin' job. Maybe they'll let me stay on (at least until July) as Eddie. Other than that nothing new. Gonna continue feeding my face with cookies now.