i haven't been as sad as usual lately.
idk sav keeps wanting me to sneak out though,
and it's surprising how much i want to

but i won't

i'll keep up my good girl act.
keep pretending
keep pretending
keep pretending

for now anyway.
sooo i'm getting my tattoo this week :))
i might get veritas which is latin for truth on my ribs
or perravi which is 'i have ( Read more... )

i think being depressed is the worst thing that can happen to someone.
it makes you feel dead and scared and lonely and tried and sad all the time.
it makes you feel invisible.
it makes you seem like every other tormented teenager out there in the world.
oh wait. i'm not a teenager anymore.
i'm eighteen.
my birthday was yesterday.
eleven. eleven.

my wish? ( Read more... )