november SIXTEENTH twentyten
i haven't been as sad as usual lately.
idk sav keeps wanting me to sneak out though,
and it's surprising how much i want to
but i won't
i'll keep up my good girl act.
keep pretending
keep pretending
keep pretending
for now anyway.
sooo i'm getting my tattoo this week :))
i might get veritas which is latin for truth on my ribs
or perravi which is 'i have sinned'
mm i'm soo excited
so i think i'm going to do that day one through day ten shit
Day One: Ten random facts about yourself.
1. I'm a runner but I don't like running.
2. I make myself like foods that are healthy, like celery, tomatoes, and watermelon.
3. I've never had a good relationship.
4. I have seen two different psychologists, and neither can fix me.
5. I smoke by myself a lot, because I'm not allowed to see friends long enough, or privately enough to smoke.
6. I'm looking for someone to save me, more from myself than anything else.
7. I am a poet of sorts, but no one really knows.
8. Life cereal sustains me.
9. My hands are always freezing, even in the summer.
10. I miss my life.
Day Two: Nine things you do everyday.
Day Three: Eight things that annoy you.
Day Four: Seven fears/phobias.
Day Five: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day Six: Five things you can’t live without.
Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day Eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.
Day Ten: One person you can trust.
Right Now: I am currently a little down because I just read my cousins blog.
In it, she talks about her love for God and she speaks of things that inspire her.
She has beautiful pictures, and bright colors on it.
She's only a year younger than me, but she seems so innocent.
I wish I could protect her against the cruelness of the world.
Maybe I'm just bitter.
Maybe I'm just tired.
Maybe I'm just a little too dead inside.
idk sav keeps wanting me to sneak out though,
and it's surprising how much i want to
but i won't
i'll keep up my good girl act.
keep pretending
keep pretending
keep pretending
for now anyway.
sooo i'm getting my tattoo this week :))
i might get veritas which is latin for truth on my ribs
or perravi which is 'i have sinned'
mm i'm soo excited
so i think i'm going to do that day one through day ten shit
Day One: Ten random facts about yourself.
1. I'm a runner but I don't like running.
2. I make myself like foods that are healthy, like celery, tomatoes, and watermelon.
3. I've never had a good relationship.
4. I have seen two different psychologists, and neither can fix me.
5. I smoke by myself a lot, because I'm not allowed to see friends long enough, or privately enough to smoke.
6. I'm looking for someone to save me, more from myself than anything else.
7. I am a poet of sorts, but no one really knows.
8. Life cereal sustains me.
9. My hands are always freezing, even in the summer.
10. I miss my life.
Day Two: Nine things you do everyday.
Day Three: Eight things that annoy you.
Day Four: Seven fears/phobias.
Day Five: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day Six: Five things you can’t live without.
Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day Eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.
Day Ten: One person you can trust.
Right Now: I am currently a little down because I just read my cousins blog.
In it, she talks about her love for God and she speaks of things that inspire her.
She has beautiful pictures, and bright colors on it.
She's only a year younger than me, but she seems so innocent.
I wish I could protect her against the cruelness of the world.
Maybe I'm just bitter.
Maybe I'm just tired.
Maybe I'm just a little too dead inside.