**She had something to confess to, but you don't have the time so, look the other way**
Today sucked. I did get my ebay goodies, which was nice... but today just sucked. I was home, as usual, all by myself, for the whole day, until almost 6:30 when Ryan got home.... but he was too tired to go out and do anything, so I get to stay in this stupid apartment for the rest of the night, as well. Sometimes, I just get aggrivated being here by myself all the time. I wish I had Luke and Andy here to keep me company. My two best friends... Brian and Erin are close, by Ryan won't drive out there, and their car is broken, so I never get to see them either. Oh well I guess. He said we can go do something tomarrow night... probably just go sit in a stupid movie theater and pay too much for uncomfortable seats, stale popcorn, and hollywood's bullshit examples about how you should live your life. Sounds like fun. Blah. I want a fucking cigarette and some ice cream. But I can't have either. Suck fat ass. I can't smoke anyways. I don't have any money to buy them, and I'm supposed to be quit anyhow. So I guess it's good I don't have any money. I tried to call Luke today, but it said on the answering machine that he moved out. He told me that he wasn't moving until February, but I guess plans changed. I don't have his new number either. I know where it is, but that doesn't help me if I can't go there. He never calls me because he doesn't have long distance.. or at least he didn't where he used to live. I miss my friends a lot. I wish they could all be here with me in Vancouver. Oh well, there's not much I can do about it, I guess. Andy is supposed to be moving up here when he graduates... which will be this june. Not soon enough. BLAH BLAH BLAH! I'm having an early PMS moment or something... or maybe just a nicotine fit.. which ever it is, it's FUCKING PISSING ME OFF!
Kiss my ass, world.
Kiss my ass, world.