**I saw the devil again Gave me deliverance I saw my angel and then I couldn't tell the difference**
So, what's new... hmm, not a whole lot. My friend Tom moved in with Mike and Amy, so I get tohang out with him more... that's cool. He came over the other night and brought me a couple bowls. I was overjoyed. This quit smoking cigarettes thing is kickin' my ass. I mean,it's not that hard not to light up, primarily because I don't have anything to light... but the headaches I'm getting are overwhelming. I don't appreciate them at all. Makes me wanna just give in and go buy a pack of smokes sometimes. But I don't. I won't. Don't worry. It's going to be hard when I go back home tho. Since a lot of my friends smoke... and so does my mom. But I miss them, and I want to go home soon. Blah.
I hope my sister is doing ok... Bourne has to leave for Kawait soon. He's flying over and will be on land the whole time. I hope nothing happens to him. My sister would be devistated. I'm sure everything will be ok...
I wish I could go visit Stephen. I miss him. He's one of my best friends in the world, and it disturbs me that he's only a couple hours away and I can't go hang out with him. Mary too. She just lives in Tacoma... for the time being, anyhow. Till she gets out of the army. Stephen gave me the coolest birthday gift. This beautiful journal with handmade paper. It's different colors of green... reminds me of grass. And this caligraphy pen with a black feather coming out of the brass nib. And blue ink to go with. I love it so much :) What a sweetie, he is. I felt bad because it took me awhile to write another letter thanking him, because my headaches were so horrible, I couldn't evne focus my eyes on the paper. Everything was blurry!! ACK! No good. But I sent one off today, so hopfully he'll get it tomarrow or monday.
Well, I need to go. There's a rumbly in my tumbly. I'll write again soon. After the rain...
I hope my sister is doing ok... Bourne has to leave for Kawait soon. He's flying over and will be on land the whole time. I hope nothing happens to him. My sister would be devistated. I'm sure everything will be ok...
I wish I could go visit Stephen. I miss him. He's one of my best friends in the world, and it disturbs me that he's only a couple hours away and I can't go hang out with him. Mary too. She just lives in Tacoma... for the time being, anyhow. Till she gets out of the army. Stephen gave me the coolest birthday gift. This beautiful journal with handmade paper. It's different colors of green... reminds me of grass. And this caligraphy pen with a black feather coming out of the brass nib. And blue ink to go with. I love it so much :) What a sweetie, he is. I felt bad because it took me awhile to write another letter thanking him, because my headaches were so horrible, I couldn't evne focus my eyes on the paper. Everything was blurry!! ACK! No good. But I sent one off today, so hopfully he'll get it tomarrow or monday.
Well, I need to go. There's a rumbly in my tumbly. I'll write again soon. After the rain...