I feel so - Gagh. Frustrated and unimportant, depressed and stupid. I feel like I've missed something in life, an important lesson on dealing with others that everyone but me has passed with flying colors.

I don't prefer solitude because I dislike other people.

I hate be so insufficient at socializing with others, thus I prefer to be alone instead ( Read more... )

 My dearly beloved Toshiba Satellite M115 has become ill. After a dreadful blue screen error, 'Stephen'( As I call my laptop, don't ask) won't even boot up properly; all he can manage is the Toshiba loading screen and the system password screen before he goes black. To put it lightly, I am quite displeased with this ( Read more... )

Still working on that first time/encounter fic I mentioned yesterday; it won't stop growing. It would probably have been finished by now, if it weren't for the limitless distractions at my disposal ( ie. Other fic's to write, distracting web comics, naps). So yeah, its maybe halfway finished. I haven't even gotten to the drunken groping yet. ( Read more... )

One more day ( Read more... )

I'm in a very nostalgic mood at the moment. Last week I heard a rumor that a teacher of mine, one who I've known for three years and grown quite fond of, was leaving at the end of the semester. Being the worrier I am, I freaked out about it for awhile before actually trying to find out if it was right. The guy who'd told me wasn't known for being ( Read more... )

I had a very awesome dream last night; It was Law & Order themed, sort of.

I was a naive twenty-something, fresh out of college. I had moved to Los Angeles( I think) in the hopes of finding my big break ( I was an aspiring actress). I was staying with a friend from my hometown, Bobby, his girlfriend Alex, and three of their friends, Mike, Megan and ( Read more... )

Just killed Nichols again. What the hell. At least it was a different way this time. I'm an angst-whore, and I think I'll do damn near anything to get my fix. Except kill Danny. I won't come up with a new way to kill him off. I might write Post-Loyalty things, but I will never just kill him off for something entirely different. Nichols, however, is ( Read more... )

Forcing my way through screen capturing Loyalty Pt. 1. God its painful. But its for a good purpose. I have a theory, and my theory requires screen caps, so... *sigh ( Read more... )

My beta's not going to be on tonight. I forgot, her computer privileges have been rescinded. :/ So 'Ice Queen' is all I can post tonight, though I have a ton to update... Eeesh. I made a new icon though.

Watching 'Abel and Willing' again. I missed some of it because I got home late (Went to see 'Nightmare On Elm Street' with some friends. Strangely, it gave me a PWP slight bondage scene for either Zach/Danny or Liz/Danny. Yeah , you heard me. Liz/Danny. Not Danny/Liz. Though maybe.  But definitely the first two. I could even make it a series... ( Read more... )