I am now wiser
So just like that my birthday has came and went and the all the universe is slowly changing to allow my revolution to take place. This week started with a trip to the Washtenaw County Courthouse for an MIP accusation that I received in September of this year. If I have learned anything from this tremendously stressful ordeal its that : 1) Police are assholes and because they have the type of job they do, can lie to make themselves look good, and 2) Drinking alcohol is really worth all the drama and bullshit. For it seems that after this and my previous run-ins with the police, I can no longer drink and have fun. I have become the paranoid mother and the voice in my head is to loud to quiet. I can't hardly go out with fearing of being accused or who knows what. So the city of Ann Arbor has its way with me. I will not be consuming alcohol until April 28 when my case and all charges against me will be dropped with further tickets. I am happy. I feel as though this giant weight that was smuthering me with guilt and anger has up and flown away. I am standing on my own two feet. As a side note, my birthday festival holiday weekend was great. Lauren, Sierra and Caitlin made the trip to uncivilized Ovid and we had fun. High School Basketball, overtime, popcorn and stares basically sums it up. A starbuck's run and then bowling, which was great, simple, sober and anti-routine. Taco bell and drunken binges and cruising campus like we are the four single hottest girls ever around. Mother takes us shopping and I think I succumbed to the idealogy that, "I'm just too fat for underwear." Don't ask any questions about that, you just had to be there. As did you when Tiger jumped onto Sierra's cratch and became the devil cat in Caitlin's eyes. ONe word, Diabetic coma. Ike is sure to bring the party with him and his apartment was no exception. Chris is great in all his highness and the man in the wheelchair stuck in the snowbank made for a great memory. I guess you could say that I am still battling my old demons cuz once my mother asked about my night I broke down in tears. It is a long story that I call my life and lets just say that I am happy to have left Kurt there without saying goodbye. Thank you to all my loves who made me realize that friends make everything great. Thanks for the presents, the memories and being there to love me and wish me the best birthday I have had in years!!!! I love you all. P.S. I have the biggest crush on someone I have never even met. You know who you are and I get excited everytime I talk to you. <3