Y Nada Más...
Sheer and utter excitement and I haven't felt this in who knows how long. I think that many might not understand what this is all about for they cannot reach my heart and see that its longing to break down the walls and allow the warmth to radiate out into the heart of another. They see the look and smile upon my face but do not conceive of its strength and sheer happiness y nada mas. So many want to find something great in their lives, something to fill them with courage, courage to continue day after day, each day to grant them new opportunities, opportunites to share, sharing the life moments with another to enrich their own soul, a circle that always led selfishly back to oneself. I want to cut the selfishness out of the process of eternal happiness. To be alone for me is the end all. I would rather be pobre, lost in the system with a great love, a love that can only exist in another human soul. Love can be a job, a life changing discovery, a pair of shoes, a geographical location, or a deep rooted search for knowledge infinetly...but is the circuit complete? It is only possible to give yourself completely to ONE of life's loves. Career or Husband? For my experiences and discussions with my dear Caitlin have led me to think about the possible existence of both. I am going to change the world, and so is she. A sudden surge, a whirlwind, a flash that opens a pinhole into the future and I glance for the entire blink. I am not powerful enough to shape the world with my fraction of real knowledge, but I am capable of giving intense love, the kind of love the so many people need. The kind of love souls pray for night after night. Our places are unknown, but stop to look at me. Look into my eyes and feel the power of my spirit. Only those who possess similar strength can stare back and me and enlighten me with all that they are. I am a giver...y nada mas....