"Heavy feeling" day
You know those days when you wake up on the wrong side of the bed and just feel, for the entire day, as if there's this huge weight pulling your shoulders and your heart down? Yeah, it's one of those days. -_- I didn't feel good when I woke up. And then, my dad and I were supposed to go to the bank today. I gave up passing resumes with Ada in Makati for this because I knew this was important for him. But guess what? It didn't push through. Cancelled. Postponed. AGAIN. This is the freaking nth time that this bank visit has been cancelled. I knew I should've just gone to Makati. Pfft.
And you know how when your friend has a problem and she feels so down, you just can help but feel the same way? Yeah, I've got that feeling, too. I just can't make myself feel good knowing that my friend is feeling like shit. What's worse is that I feel so powerless. I don't know what I can do to help besides offering comforting words.
And then I just HAD to watch Meet Joe Black. Wrong move there. There was never a time when I watched that movie and didn't cry. That goodbye scene between Susan and her father towards the end is just too much. So if my heart felt kinda heavy earlier, now it seriously feels like a thousand pounds.
Must. Think. Happy. Thoughts. @_@