back to school
when i was listening to one of my professors in the graduate school yesterday afternoon, as he was waving a obscenely thick book binded handouts, only a thought popped into my head, what the hell did i get myself into?
going back to study certainly makes things harder for my everyday life, badgered routinely with pressure at work. i also gave up my saturday, just to attend my classes, which might affect our attendance in the biweekly drinking sessions with my friends. the amount of readings would defnitely cut my "me" time that i use to watch dvds or sit around in my house playing xbox360.
well, from that perspective, graduate school isn't that endearing. then i remembered how my friend miko and i got here. back in high school and college, there was a feeling that we were forced, or ordered, to finish the courses. and that feeling would go as far as making you want to cut classes.
graduate school was our choice. this time, we want to learn. we want to read excessively long xeroxed articles. we want to listen and discuss with even the most boring professors. we want to study that much.
side note: gusto ko lang sabihin na panalo yung mga kagrupo ko sa isang subject namin. baka next week may bonding na. hahaha