W. T. F. Man???!?
Goodmorning. It is 8am, and I am a little sad this morning.
For those of you who think you know why, or who or what, you're probably very very wrong.
People sometimes make me sad.
Not even second on the list anymore. Like ninety seventh on the list. Perhaps it was my fault, and perhaps I could have done something to change it. But I can't change it now, it's done. I had felt this for some time now, but I tried to believe it wasn't true. That it wasn't that far apart.. there wasn't that much distance. But that is not the case.
Couldn't be a part of, couldn't be involved. Didn't really want to, honest. Except not really.
It's kind of sad when you grow up, and look around, and you don't recognize the people who were once closest to you.
In other news.. I may be visiting PATRICK next week. I am excited at the prospect. In the meantime, Ashley and I are going on Sunday to an artshow in Hartford where Pat has some work up, and I'm excited about that.
BTW-- The METS game kicked booty. I only wish it was not raining, and that Joe was not sick ;/ But it's OKAY cause I SAW BASEBALL. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! And, I get to see MORE baseball for FREE because of the rain. Yay! For those who are wondering, the new hat made a stellar debut. Except, Amanda stole it from me and I sat through most of the game with a pink winter hat on. And I looked sexy, damnit.
For those of you who think you know why, or who or what, you're probably very very wrong.
People sometimes make me sad.
Not even second on the list anymore. Like ninety seventh on the list. Perhaps it was my fault, and perhaps I could have done something to change it. But I can't change it now, it's done. I had felt this for some time now, but I tried to believe it wasn't true. That it wasn't that far apart.. there wasn't that much distance. But that is not the case.
Couldn't be a part of, couldn't be involved. Didn't really want to, honest. Except not really.
It's kind of sad when you grow up, and look around, and you don't recognize the people who were once closest to you.
In other news.. I may be visiting PATRICK next week. I am excited at the prospect. In the meantime, Ashley and I are going on Sunday to an artshow in Hartford where Pat has some work up, and I'm excited about that.
BTW-- The METS game kicked booty. I only wish it was not raining, and that Joe was not sick ;/ But it's OKAY cause I SAW BASEBALL. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! And, I get to see MORE baseball for FREE because of the rain. Yay! For those who are wondering, the new hat made a stellar debut. Except, Amanda stole it from me and I sat through most of the game with a pink winter hat on. And I looked sexy, damnit.