ill be the first one to tell you, i have anger issues. this could have stemmed from my alcoholic father, my less-than-willing-to-compromise mother, or the fact that i grew up in a trailer in the worst part of town, and in the same formative years, got picked on, beat up, and ridiculed every day of my fucking life. nevertheless, i have issues ( Read more... )

not a whole lot has happened recently, mostly just work->home->eat->sleep->repeat. kids are good, the mrs. is good, and work is good.

went to the dodge dealership to see if i could get into an SRT-4.. but no dice. so i'm checkin out an '03 Celica GT-S tomorrow. wish me luck.

i miss you guys

but on a more positive note.. seraph JUST took his first few steps :D jessi was feeding him bits and pieces of popcorn, and wouldn't let him have his own (kernels, yeah?), so he reached out to take more, and she pulled her hand back. then he took three baby steps forward to get at it anyhow

$$$$$$$$$$$

unless i can find a place by the 1st, i'm going to be homeless. i don't know wtf to do.

seems that nobody really cares either.. the more i try to vent to people just how frustrated i am right now, it seems the less that they want to hear it.

enter the REAL frustration. since i was about 12, and able to really tell what friendship was, and who my ( Read more... )

..does anyone still even read this? :O ( Read more... )

still alive.. :O

don't delete me from the friends list, i still read, i just haven't had a connection at home to update with :/

calling comcast to get set up on the 4th, so wait for me, ill be back soon enough

well.. got the job i applied for at Dick's Auto Body..

byebye grocery store :P no more 16 hours a week, no more planning things on days off just to get called into an out-of-town store, no more bs customers.

hello sandpaper, primer, spare parts, and oil. ( <3 cars )

i'd like to write a long, thought-out, meaningful entry, but all i've been doing lately is look for work.

16 hours a week just isn't going to do it, sorry Albertson's. :/

i've decided that albertson's cinnamon rolls are the best things on the planet next to pocky and/or sex.

i'm thinking that i need/want some new music, so all of you readers out there are going to suggest a song or album. if i don't have roughly 50 suggestions at the end of the week, THAT'S YOUR ASS.

<3

so.. 21st birthday celebrations went off without a hitch. met sabin in person as planned, went to the show (more on that later), went to the movies and saw White Noise, went to my best friend anthony's house, and just drank2 of the big smirnoff ice bottles, 4 of the small ones, 5 shots of vodka, and 3 shots of some unknown alcohol. man was i feelin ( Read more... )