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unless i can find a place by the 1st, i'm going to be homeless. i don't know wtf to do.
seems that nobody really cares either.. the more i try to vent to people just how frustrated i am right now, it seems the less that they want to hear it.
enter the REAL frustration. since i was about 12, and able to really tell what friendship was, and who my friends were.. i gave my all to each one. there isn't a single friend that i've got right now that i wouldn't head out at a moment's notice to help. as a matter of fact, i don't think there's a single friend who hasn't required such an effort from me at one point or another.
but what happens when I'M the one in need? what happens when I need help? what happens when i ask YOU to drop what you're doing and come over, for no other reason than to just see your face and know you're there for me?
it seems that every time i try to reach out to someone, i get an "i have to go"/away note/something after hearing a modest "really? that sux lol"
it's bad enough i'm going to lose my place of residence, but what hurts even more than that, is knowing i'm going to be finding a way out of this entirely by myself.
thank YOU for nothing.
seems that nobody really cares either.. the more i try to vent to people just how frustrated i am right now, it seems the less that they want to hear it.
enter the REAL frustration. since i was about 12, and able to really tell what friendship was, and who my friends were.. i gave my all to each one. there isn't a single friend that i've got right now that i wouldn't head out at a moment's notice to help. as a matter of fact, i don't think there's a single friend who hasn't required such an effort from me at one point or another.
but what happens when I'M the one in need? what happens when I need help? what happens when i ask YOU to drop what you're doing and come over, for no other reason than to just see your face and know you're there for me?
it seems that every time i try to reach out to someone, i get an "i have to go"/away note/something after hearing a modest "really? that sux lol"
it's bad enough i'm going to lose my place of residence, but what hurts even more than that, is knowing i'm going to be finding a way out of this entirely by myself.
thank YOU for nothing.