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So It has been a lovely christmas and my family once again was waaayyy to generous, but I have to say I am ready to go back to school. As much as I love seeing my family and friends again, Concordia has become my new home. I just feel....out of place here. I never fit in before, and now coming back is no different. I miss my group and cranium nights and late night trips to the nest. I just miss being surrounded by people who have accepted my views and who I am. Here, Idk. I find myself sometimes ashamed of who I am, which isn't me. In my house I know my mom is proud of who I have become, but my dad...
he just doesn't understand. He doesn't like my faith, my choices not to drink or indulge in things of that manner. He doesn't approve of my field. I just am something of a disgrace to him which is odd. You would think that a parent would be happy to have a 19 year old college student who doesn't drink, doesn't have sex, doesn't do drugs and doesn't brake university cerfew. I thought theese were admirable traits...I guess he wishes I would "Take more chances while Im still young" I guess the whole drinking party scene doesn't appeal to me. It least when I am at school I don't have to deal with him and his stupid ideas.
I look foward to putting in close to twenty hours of work this weekend. The one thing I have been happy about is my boss has been giving me an abundance of hours! This has made me happy and kinda helped my shortness for books this semester
Well Im off to bed. Hope you all had a very merry christmas
he just doesn't understand. He doesn't like my faith, my choices not to drink or indulge in things of that manner. He doesn't approve of my field. I just am something of a disgrace to him which is odd. You would think that a parent would be happy to have a 19 year old college student who doesn't drink, doesn't have sex, doesn't do drugs and doesn't brake university cerfew. I thought theese were admirable traits...I guess he wishes I would "Take more chances while Im still young" I guess the whole drinking party scene doesn't appeal to me. It least when I am at school I don't have to deal with him and his stupid ideas.
I look foward to putting in close to twenty hours of work this weekend. The one thing I have been happy about is my boss has been giving me an abundance of hours! This has made me happy and kinda helped my shortness for books this semester
Well Im off to bed. Hope you all had a very merry christmas