Jan 02, 2007 02:06
So I head back to Milwaukee tomorrow. Our classes don't start until the 22nd but I am summoned for theatre rehursals daily...wait...THATS A COOL THING!!! I can't wait to see all my friends again. I have been sooo bored here and now I can be bored without a car stranded on campus! Suprisingly that isn't that bad sounding at the moment. Being home, I am alone a lot, which forces me to think about things. I am done thinking and Ive only confused myself into this mess which is now my brain. I need to go back and be immersed in my confusion. It is so hard to tell your mind something when you know that in a matter of seconds, everything could change when you go back. I want him back and it is something that is driving me nuts. I will forget him for awhile, be able to will him from my mind, but then he pops back with a facebook comment. I thought break would leave me assured with my plan of action...but it has only left me even more confused. I guess I am just gonna have to put this on the backburner once more. I will drive myself insane if I don't get out soon