Mar 23, 2004 01:10
wow. well, it ust keeps falling apart. I am now alone ..again. i guess we were moving too fast, and now she thinks she doesnt want to be with anyone for a while...great. nice , swell, festive, so fucking great. I am just not good enough for anyone am i. wtf, i am nothing but nice to people. Fuck this. yes im bitter at the moment. its like what the fuck, you act one way and then throw me this all of the sudden. I dont hate her, in fact, i really am fond of her, but this fucking sucks. And im told through E-MAIL...FUCKING E-MAIL...damn, i couldve atleast gotten a phone call or told face to face. that hurt. let me fall for you, knowing it, and knowing what your intentions are, then just drop me like i was never there. man, this really isnt good. :(