things and stuff
So here I am at school, on spring break. I need to be in Watertown by 10 30 and here I am in Wisconsin. Why do I like it here so much? Why am I so much more happy here? Why do I feel more loved and wanted here? I know people care about me back home, but it seems like there's nothing more I can do to help them. There's so many people out here that I've grown to know and care about. My whole focus of friends has shifted in a sense. I love and care about all of my friends, but I feel like I need to move on, do things on my own, make my own decisions. Which I have been doing for quite sometime, but I'm talking about the decisions that really effect your life. Like job wise and living wise, like this summer. My mom doesnt want me to stay out here really unless I take the on campus job and I know she'll fight it if she can. Grrr. I dont really know where I'm going with this. I'm not saying "screw everyone back home" cuz thats just not right. I love them dearly. I just feel like my life is going in a totally different direction. I dunno. My mind has a million different thoughts running around right now and the one that is most prominent in my mind is "I want to be loved. I want to wake up in the morning knowing I have someone there." But the thing is, I dont just want someone to be there, I want someone that I really truely care about to be there. And there is someone that I really do truely care about, but he's afraid. I dont blame him, but yet I just care so much and I know I'm gonna get hurt. I know I need to talk to him, I just havent gotten the chance yet and I wont til after break. Doesnt really matter til then anyways cuz I'm working my ass off hardcore anyways.
You and Me by Lifehouse
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you
Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
You and Me by Lifehouse
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you
Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive