death
so one thing that I've had to deal a lot with lately is death. I dont know who all knows what, but just tonight Nathan's cousin got in a car accident and got killed. I knew Danny before I even knew Nathan. I was never reallly that close with him, but it still really sucks. It doesnt help much that I have had a little to drink and then Nathan told me to drink one for him. So I finished off my drink even though I really didnt feel like it, but I did it for him. I hate death. I mean I know it happens, but it seems like its happened more in the last month than in my entire life time to people that I know and care about. I hate it so so so much. I just dont understand why it has to happen to people that are so young and probably dont even deserve it. I HATE IT!!!!