poop and stuffy
So I'm back at school, and for some reason I feel weird. I dunno. Its like being home for a week made me different. I'm not sure exactly how though. Maybe it had to do with Friday night. . .
So my friend Paige was home from Chicago and me, her, and our friend Angela decided to go to a party. Yay I could get drunk with people I've never been drunk with before. I've wanted to drink with Paige for awhile, and I finally did. It was going great. The guy whose house we were at I found out I go to school with him and we know some of the same peopele. Awesome. Then I met his buddy Nick who just so happened to date a girl i had graduated with and he went to both proms with her. Whatever, they broke up and he was there and he was hot. I was quite cautious though cuz I heard someone say he had been with some other girl that night or something. I wasnt gonna make any moves even though I was drunk. Well he ended up making the move and yeah we made out. Big deal. Then somehow we wound up in the bathroom on the floor with a blanket he grabbed. He tried doing more things, but I stopped him. He wanted to take a bath, I said no. He said "Wanna date", I said "We're to drunk". Ok so he just decided to cuddle. Then we were gonna go lay down on a bed, but I went to check on Paige and Ang. Almost got sick at this point, but I just sat still for awhile. Went back up and he was already passed out. Great, so then I passed out. That was at 4 15 am. I woke up at 7 30 about and got some water, but couldnt fall back asleep. No hangover which was great(I might have still been a little drunk). He woke up around 8 or 8 30 and continued to try to do things with me. I kept saying no and he kept asking what was wrong. I told him I didnt really know him and that I wasnt comfortable. He brought up that we were dating and I told him we werent cuz I said we were to drunk. THEN he tried to get me take a shower with him. I said no and kept saying no. So he finally said he was just gonna go take one. I got up and went by Paige and Ang only to discover that we was then cuddling with Paige. He got up, so I went and cuddled with her, then he came back and went by Ang. They got up to brush their teeth and she came back down later saying he tried the same things with her. She said no of course. He didnt say one word to me or her the rest of the morning. I guess after I left Paige and Ang were in the bathroom and he came in and started peeing and asked them what they thought!!! WHAT AN ASS!!!! I just wanted to kick his ass so bad. Sorry about the language but it just pisses me off that there are guys like that and I had to meet one of them. Then I had to work all day at theatre...I was dead tired.
But I think that might have to do with the way I've been feeling. I dunno. My dad thinks I should come home this summer cuz of my sister cuz she misses me so much. I'm gonna do what makes me happy. I care deeply about my sister and I want more than anything for her to be happy, but for once I have to do what makes me happy and I think if I'm home this summer its just gonna suck. Gotta do what I gotta do.
So my friend Paige was home from Chicago and me, her, and our friend Angela decided to go to a party. Yay I could get drunk with people I've never been drunk with before. I've wanted to drink with Paige for awhile, and I finally did. It was going great. The guy whose house we were at I found out I go to school with him and we know some of the same peopele. Awesome. Then I met his buddy Nick who just so happened to date a girl i had graduated with and he went to both proms with her. Whatever, they broke up and he was there and he was hot. I was quite cautious though cuz I heard someone say he had been with some other girl that night or something. I wasnt gonna make any moves even though I was drunk. Well he ended up making the move and yeah we made out. Big deal. Then somehow we wound up in the bathroom on the floor with a blanket he grabbed. He tried doing more things, but I stopped him. He wanted to take a bath, I said no. He said "Wanna date", I said "We're to drunk". Ok so he just decided to cuddle. Then we were gonna go lay down on a bed, but I went to check on Paige and Ang. Almost got sick at this point, but I just sat still for awhile. Went back up and he was already passed out. Great, so then I passed out. That was at 4 15 am. I woke up at 7 30 about and got some water, but couldnt fall back asleep. No hangover which was great(I might have still been a little drunk). He woke up around 8 or 8 30 and continued to try to do things with me. I kept saying no and he kept asking what was wrong. I told him I didnt really know him and that I wasnt comfortable. He brought up that we were dating and I told him we werent cuz I said we were to drunk. THEN he tried to get me take a shower with him. I said no and kept saying no. So he finally said he was just gonna go take one. I got up and went by Paige and Ang only to discover that we was then cuddling with Paige. He got up, so I went and cuddled with her, then he came back and went by Ang. They got up to brush their teeth and she came back down later saying he tried the same things with her. She said no of course. He didnt say one word to me or her the rest of the morning. I guess after I left Paige and Ang were in the bathroom and he came in and started peeing and asked them what they thought!!! WHAT AN ASS!!!! I just wanted to kick his ass so bad. Sorry about the language but it just pisses me off that there are guys like that and I had to meet one of them. Then I had to work all day at theatre...I was dead tired.
But I think that might have to do with the way I've been feeling. I dunno. My dad thinks I should come home this summer cuz of my sister cuz she misses me so much. I'm gonna do what makes me happy. I care deeply about my sister and I want more than anything for her to be happy, but for once I have to do what makes me happy and I think if I'm home this summer its just gonna suck. Gotta do what I gotta do.