Sep 07, 2008 18:11
Wow... its been a long time and several transformations since I wrote in here. I don't even know if I still have any friends who are active on the site, or even LJ is pretty much dead in the water at this point. At any rate keeping a journal has helped me through both difficult and triumphant times in the past... and I am going to make an effort to continue it.
Where to begin... oh where to begin... lets see how about right now. Lets start right now. Right now I'm on campus at UCF... using a computer to type on LJ for the first time in God knows how long.
Lets go back a little more. Yesterday I worked all day, at my new sales job and focused on making sure I get paid for the entire month in commissions on my check in two weeks. Its been about two months since I had a paycheck... good way to keep the weight in check and makes things interesting all around.
I make a little money from doing private lessons, but I had to fire my partner yesterday so I need a new site tech and marketing expert.
I guess I should probably go into that aspect next. I have a site up now, and I get paid for taking guys out and helping them improve on their personal relationships with the opposite sex. I teach them how to meet women everywhere from a college campus, mall, supermarket, gas station, driving in their car, and of course the infamous clubs/bars.
I've been doing this for a while, and for all of life's challenges women have somehow been my constant staple. God Bless women and their many charms.
People usually have extreme reactions to what I do. Some women think I'm some mystic figure who will make their panties vanish if I talk to them for too long, some think I victimize women by teaching men how to seduce them. Only the goal of a small portion of my clients go for this... plus women are not stupid objects that are manipulated.
Most intelligent women have no problem getting with a guy that is confident, can turn them on, and doesn't use tradional 'player' rolls to lie about who he is.
Case in point... when I met my last girlfriend she knew I was dating 4 other women at the time, and that I continued talking to about half of them throughout our relationship. Its a mature situation where you don't come from places of insecurity.
We both knew we could sleep with other people if we wanted... but we chose to be with eachother. Somehow that was stronger then any jealousy situated relationship.
On that note, I have already admitted I am a bit sexist. I believe a lot of what has happened during past relationships was my fault, for I can firmly see that the man sets the tone for a relationship. Women are beautiful creatures, but the hormones of even the most intelligent girl will lead a relationship into craziness if not unchecked.
Where was I? Oh yeah, still on yesterday. Yesterday I took a client out... a 19 y/o virgin who wants to get better with women so that he can find his ideal mate, another high quality virgin waiting for marriage to have sex. The assignment is unique, but then again they always are. We worked clubs/bars to get him better feel of social interactions, and the mall or church will probably be among our next destinations.
I got attraction from about five groups of women, and was having a good time. It was funny cause these women I just met were walking around looking for me when they were bored and giving me ugly looks when I was talking to other women. Chicks are so territorial, its funny.
So that was yesterday. Lets go back a bit more. The last month or so.
I stopped serving a few months ago, and since then life has been interesting. I spoke at the international convention again in July, and an infamous 7-minute seduction was caught on tape. Basically high amounts of energy and social value led to a super quick seduction in the least likely of places.
Don't really have a house at the moment, so I've been couch hopping for the most part. My spending has been quite minimal, although through social networks I am able to go out almost every night for free, and I have a $60 dollar value haircut from a former student of mine who is now my imaging consultant.
Its funny ... I could be considered a charismatic bum or maybe even a vicarious socialite. I will have enough money to have a place to stay soon, and I am definately looking forward to that.
Kind of ironic... I'm broke as fuck seducing models and wealthy business women. Its even funnier that they let wealthy guys buy them stuff and come to me for true companionship, not just the sexual sort. Most guys are fucking retarded and just don't understand the female psyche.
Lets see... what else. Gotta buy new shoes, should get a new bridge soon, have a former lover flying in from france to visit for a couple weeks at the end of the month, and I'm actually learning to dance.
Not so sure about the learning to dance part, but in my head I'm getting better.
Oh yeah, my last myspace was deleted when I put some nudie pics in a private album thinking it didn't matter if no one else good see them. I was wrong and banned by the next morning.
www.myspace.com/libidoescape (new page- Identify yourself please if you add me)
Hope everyone else has been doing well and talk to ya'll soon.
-G