Life's turbulence.
Alright, things have been crazier than usual lately. Very suddenly as well. Rough timeline goes like this:
Lost my job UNEXPECTEDLY on my BIRTHDAY, last Saturday. This was a surprise because I hadn't received any guest complaints, had a lot of compliments, and had a solid social circle among coworkers. Unfortunately, I didn't fully befriend certain management members. It was one of those situations where I heard the GM talking and knew that he was full of crap... and had to decipher what he was really saying. Yes, he was really saying that I was fired... but his reasons were obduratic. Talking to Nauti revealed what's most likely the true causes.... being late by 5-15 minutes about once every other week. I didn't really think about that, but a lot of employers at BS jobs look at that intently.
Anyways, being let off unexpectedly has rendered me unable to pay all of lasts months rent, with the final portion due soon. My roommates took the opportunity to pounce, as I have found happens quickly during moments of weakness. Before when I had trouble I would have counted on similar roommates to help.... but now it seems like weakness provides an opportunity for those who are lying jealous around me. The LD was cut off, caller ID removed (If you call leave messages and call often because I probably won't know you called or be able to call back.) Also, they have made it a habit to scream about the money whenever I run into them, which has me pretty much saying WTF?!?! I wish I could pay it to but yelling isn't going to help anything.
Its weird how these things seem to happen when I start to make corrections for the better. I have quit smoking for about three weeks, and am quitting drinking using the same concept (YAY Allen Carr!!!!) I had even cleaned my room and blah blah blah.
No freaking excuses. I have attracted some strong people into my life, inside and outside of the community. Changes are always happening, and I will find a way out of this. Its just kinda crazy how quick everything can change... although I should have had a contigency plan set up with savings etc.
Petarn Merde!!!!
Faun E Helvette!!!!
Alright, so I've stopped sarging at night unless its free and have moved sarging in general to a back burner only when I can't look for a job. Life changes are always difficult and this one may have a solution that ends was quickly as it began.
Libido
Lost my job UNEXPECTEDLY on my BIRTHDAY, last Saturday. This was a surprise because I hadn't received any guest complaints, had a lot of compliments, and had a solid social circle among coworkers. Unfortunately, I didn't fully befriend certain management members. It was one of those situations where I heard the GM talking and knew that he was full of crap... and had to decipher what he was really saying. Yes, he was really saying that I was fired... but his reasons were obduratic. Talking to Nauti revealed what's most likely the true causes.... being late by 5-15 minutes about once every other week. I didn't really think about that, but a lot of employers at BS jobs look at that intently.
Anyways, being let off unexpectedly has rendered me unable to pay all of lasts months rent, with the final portion due soon. My roommates took the opportunity to pounce, as I have found happens quickly during moments of weakness. Before when I had trouble I would have counted on similar roommates to help.... but now it seems like weakness provides an opportunity for those who are lying jealous around me. The LD was cut off, caller ID removed (If you call leave messages and call often because I probably won't know you called or be able to call back.) Also, they have made it a habit to scream about the money whenever I run into them, which has me pretty much saying WTF?!?! I wish I could pay it to but yelling isn't going to help anything.
Its weird how these things seem to happen when I start to make corrections for the better. I have quit smoking for about three weeks, and am quitting drinking using the same concept (YAY Allen Carr!!!!) I had even cleaned my room and blah blah blah.
No freaking excuses. I have attracted some strong people into my life, inside and outside of the community. Changes are always happening, and I will find a way out of this. Its just kinda crazy how quick everything can change... although I should have had a contigency plan set up with savings etc.
Petarn Merde!!!!
Faun E Helvette!!!!
Alright, so I've stopped sarging at night unless its free and have moved sarging in general to a back burner only when I can't look for a job. Life changes are always difficult and this one may have a solution that ends was quickly as it began.
Libido