Wesley and I broke up on Sunday and I am so happy! No more me makin an ass out of myself!!! I just say forget it! I mean you know how I am anyway and if you don't than you never really knew me!

Wesley came home on Friday from the field and called me at like almost 1 am. I was at Jerome's watchin movies and being goofy! Then the phone rang, I picked it up and it was him. He said I miss you and I said I miss you too... Like a few minutes later I decided to go visit him and when I did he grabbed my hand and said Baby, I love you. Man that's ( Read more... )

How could I let myself fall for sooo many different people all at the same time. I really dunno what to do with myself... I fell for my boyfriend Wesley real hard real fast... but I still have feelings for Deveon and for other no-name ndividuals... I wish I wasn't so indecisive sometimes. Like I know how much I care about everyone of them but what ( Read more... )

So 11 more days until my 19th birthday and 6 months until my baby leaves for WAR! I am sure everything will be okay and I will be praying everyday that he comes home safe once his tour is over. I am so attached to him now it's like if we don't talk and stuff I go NUTS! I just want to spend as much time with him before he goes to Iraq b/c once he ( Read more... )

I have closure finally after all these months! I learned that life is too short to let things get to you... All it takes is a little relaxation and alone time to clear the mind and rejuvenate the soul. I am in a RELATIONSHIP! scary even for me! I guess what I am saying is that I am happy! I can't wait for my b-day to come... It'll be here so soon ( Read more... )

So I get a boyfriend on April 29th! That seems kinda cool and chill... If ya know me then ya know I am not the relationship type after the whole Jeff thing. Well I guess you could say that Wes changed my mind cuz I somehow ended up with one. He is so sweet and kind! I swear I feel so spoiled when I am with him. I freakin hate scary movies but hey ( Read more... )

So I haven't been writing in a while... either partying or out on a date. I learned that life is way too short to keep anything inside but I hate living a double life! I wish I could just come clean and tell the whole world what I talk about in here... There is so much confessing I have to do. I miss my homies... I could always confess and make the ( Read more... )

I have had such an amazing few days! I swear I feel like I am a CP in Orlando again! I made a mistake I think... Oh well! I chilled with some friends from high school that I haven't talked to in like a year and a half well since the Jeff thing! Thanks guys for never forgetting me even though I forgot about you! So I am really serious about picking ( Read more... )

I feel like such a pimp! I got a whole bunch of people chasing me and I love it! Sometimes I dunno what to do but I will be alright!

this is my favorite once cause i want that exact car!