I did it again...
How could I let myself fall for sooo many different people all at the same time. I really dunno what to do with myself... I fell for my boyfriend Wesley real hard real fast... but I still have feelings for Deveon and for other no-name ndividuals... I wish I wasn't so indecisive sometimes. Like I know how much I care about everyone of them but what about me! I care about myself and my happiness too! What can I possibly do to achieve the most satisfaction in my life! I hate when people tell me what I should and shouldn't do but then I hate when there is no one there to help me get through it! What am I to do with my life? Current, Past, Future. Man I dunno!