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Fucks sake, matt in ere now :@
anyway, today was ok, i got up at 11 and just did some f my essay till i got ready for the gym.picked shara up and we went. We got to the induction as we both got our inductions sorted. she got a training regime, while i went for the free for all but i might go for a regime too soon. We both did our thing, then went to the spa, which was ok too. Asked her to come to mine and we had dinner, just lazed around knackered, and she went home. It was good spen ding time with her, we wernt all over each other but time together is great. She went home and we arranged to sped saturday together - our annversary. guess what...
...now we're not.
holly called and shes upset so shara is seing her instead...
even though its our 7 months and our 6 months went tits up. i suggested ok then why not sunday, but she'd rathe do it on saturday. she going to talk to holly tomorow though but i bet it;ll jsut end up being sunday now....great....
i just hope its not our last anniversary.
she said she need some space over the next couple of days because shes feeling down and a bt claustraphobic....hmmm.
well im picking her up from work tomorow, then on thursday we're going to the gym again. friday i dont know, i dont think shes going out, hopefully ill stay over hers if im not seeing her on saturday.
im just thinking, like over the last 6 months we've been great, things arent the same but at the same time i cant expect her to choose me over her friends. i just want her to rely on me like i do for her.
anyway. i mgiht have a new car by tomorow night, we're going to look at a new car, then if its any god ill buy it in exchnge for mine :D its a 206... yay.
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anyway, today was ok, i got up at 11 and just did some f my essay till i got ready for the gym.picked shara up and we went. We got to the induction as we both got our inductions sorted. she got a training regime, while i went for the free for all but i might go for a regime too soon. We both did our thing, then went to the spa, which was ok too. Asked her to come to mine and we had dinner, just lazed around knackered, and she went home. It was good spen ding time with her, we wernt all over each other but time together is great. She went home and we arranged to sped saturday together - our annversary. guess what...
...now we're not.
holly called and shes upset so shara is seing her instead...
even though its our 7 months and our 6 months went tits up. i suggested ok then why not sunday, but she'd rathe do it on saturday. she going to talk to holly tomorow though but i bet it;ll jsut end up being sunday now....great....
i just hope its not our last anniversary.
she said she need some space over the next couple of days because shes feeling down and a bt claustraphobic....hmmm.
well im picking her up from work tomorow, then on thursday we're going to the gym again. friday i dont know, i dont think shes going out, hopefully ill stay over hers if im not seeing her on saturday.
im just thinking, like over the last 6 months we've been great, things arent the same but at the same time i cant expect her to choose me over her friends. i just want her to rely on me like i do for her.
anyway. i mgiht have a new car by tomorow night, we're going to look at a new car, then if its any god ill buy it in exchnge for mine :D its a 206... yay.
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