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im frickin tired. so this is gunna be short.
so. the big scs semi-reunion was tonight. *sigh* yeah, basically got my hopes up for nothing. it was so....weird. i mean, it was nice to see everyone again, but so much has happened between us, we've just grown too distant. like, we went to the sand trap, and got some ice cream, and talked for the first hour, which was nice. but then we just ended up standing in the parking lot for like 2 hours doing nothing, until everyone was like, ok--lets leave. and then we got kicked out for loitering. it was so...blah. kinda disappointing. cuz basically, they all left to get drunk. and thats just not my thing. so me and na na came back to my house for a bit, cuz we didnt want to go home at 830 after waiting all week for this. oh well. i guess we've just finally all moved on from each other....so much that its weird pretending we have something in common anymore.
so yeah. im mad tired. i have to up to hcc tomorrow. again. uuuh. college is so stressful, and i only have like 3 weeks left of summer vacation. i swear, its gunna be a miracle if i make it through this semester.
i need.....someone.