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this is so unfair. oh my GOD.
today, just, totally sucked. there was absolutely nothing that made today worth living. besides my dad completely going off on me for not carrying to god forsaken cell phone, work was horrible. oh kids.
i walked in today, only to find that janet bray was running the friggin front with rachel and sandie. i was like....no. way. so i went in the booth and im like tom, is janet running the front??? because i think everyone knows that i dont particularly care for her. and hes like...yeeah......im like thats not even cool. hes like why you dont think she should run the front? and im like NO. and then hes like...well i dont want to upset you more...but i was talking to sandie--im like oh my god your running the front too arent you? and he looks at me and hes like...i might be. well. i just about threw my hands up the air. im like ARE YOU SERIOUS??? thats THREE people who have been promoted over me!! im like tom! this is ridiculous! so guess what he tells me. hes like, well sandie said it was because of your brother. and im like WHAT?!? dont you dare tell me that im not being head cashier because kyle works here. and hes like yeah, sandie talked about you for like 10 minutes.....she told me that she'd love to train you, and you deserve the position over anyone else because your one of the best employees she has, but she cant because your brother works here too. well kids, i nearly flipped out on poor tom. im like why should i be punished because i helped my brother get a job??? WHY? this is totally unfair. seriously, like i wanted to bust out crying in the back room. im never going to be head cashier while kyles on the front, but people like janet and tom who either have no experience, or downright are IDIOTS and shouldnt run the front are being trained over me because i have a sibling up front.
and why couldnt she just tell me that was the real reason when i asked her???? what, is she afraid im going to quit? well its a little too late for that. why should i stay? why? im basically guarenteed not to go anywhere in that corporation because i got kyle a job there. im not going to torture myself watching everyone else get promoted when even sandie says that i deserve the position all because of a stupid company rule!!!!!
this is just not fair. at all.