you chose to be with her

Aug 24, 2006 13:56

we have brokeup once an i missed u terribly, we got back together and had the best day and night ever that was so perfect an i wouldnt trade for anything.. u continued to lie an stupid me let u only hoping that people didnt know what they were talking about  an that the thoughts i had were false. u never had anyone treat u good, ur family sucks. an ur friends can be jerks an selfish at times. i was there by ur side, i wiped ur tears an held u... i gave u everything i could an treated u like nobody else, i took u places u never been, i was 100% honest with u all the time... the first night we met u told me everything u were looking for an always wanted an i gave an was everything u wished for etc, u even told me so almost everyday..... i cant get over a conversation we had on our last days an everything u told me now seems like complete bullshit cuz u did everything the opposite... u had even more time an so on to tell me the truth, but u chose the excuses an lies... u knew what it do to me an i guess u just only thought of urself...  u still wont tell me the truth all u ever say is how much u miss me an love me now an the shit in ur life ignoring the questions completely... well i miss u at times, but it take alot of changes an time for me to trust u again which doesnt even seem worth it... ur the one who cheated an ur the one who keeps her too even though u try hard to keep me too..

i heard shes the worst at sex... i know that shes a good kisser from expierence an others... her family doesnt even want her living with them cuz she is dirty an messy an lies constantly... her parents even say how shes cheated on every person shes been with and uses all of them... guess u got that both in common though huh? shes married an ran off with that guys money an they aint even divorced or seen that guy again.. shes a bitch an treats her g/fs like shit.. u an me saw how she treated jamie... she has a 2 yr old kid an changes her story of who the father is or how she got pregant.. she does nothing for her daughter an makes everyone else do the dirty work as she sits back... she lies through her teeth an thinks its funny or smiles as she does it,,, she even admits how shes a liar an loves it.. she tried to get ur mom fired from her job with a lie she told the manager.. she didnt stick up for u to the cop... an i did...she chose going to a club than to see u at the hospital.. when i sat there with u  trying to make u smile an laugh... ur friends hate her... she has no education... she fucked up ur room an house with her dirtyness.. things u cant even fix... SHE HAD TO MOVE TO PA!!!! cuz she had nowherelse to go... so now u got a long distance g/f.. an u want me as urs.. but i wont be ur FL g/f hell no.. she faked out that night for attention, an with that u got arrested.. she has so much drama in her life... do u really need more in urs? shes fat........ an doesnt take care of herself at all... blahhhhhhh........ whatever... u have changed so much since she became more in ur life for the worst... shes the fuckin devil... lets just hope u dont turn that bad...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it :
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
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