i love you i have loved you all along

[deadstarr666]

it was the best date i have ever been on.. it was a perfect day an night... we went to epcot first we rode every single ride an walked all around the countries... we stayed till it closed an went to magic kingdom an got there just in time to watch the fireworks together... we went on a few rides an walked all around the entire park an went under the castle an stayed on the steps in a corner where we watched the parade at 11... we held eachother an stared  into eachothers eyes an talked, laughed, but really mostly just smiled but also watched the parade... we held eachothers hands the whole entire day/night... we kissed every chance we got...  it might sound stupid an cheesy an a load of crap but the many ple at the parks just seemed to disappear because it was just her an me.. i didnt care about anthing or anyone.. if ple gave dirty looks i let them an shrugged it off... i fell more inlove... we rode the boat  back to the parking lot, it was real romantic... we were the only ones who stood in the front upstairs by the captains place an i stood behind her an held her as we looked at everything in front of us an the sky..  i made her cry happy tears... i knew that i was finally doing something right... i forgot all about the bullshit an everything else... i would give anything for that day/night to never end...

i spent two nights with her.. an now i miss her terribly...

i never felt this way... it will be 5 months on saturday.. its not always smiles an peaches an cream an its not always going to be  like her mom says, but i wouldnt trade meeting her for anything... noone compares to her... noone has ever made me feel this way.. she fills that emptiness that i didnt know i had and shes what i dreamed of an wanted.. shes my new yrs resoultion that happened... i dont know what i do without her, i have felt a little how life is without her an it seems impossible an a mess..