why do i do these things i do to myself?
haha yes...I do have the subject of this post as lyrics of I kissed a drunk girl. why? because that happened to far too many people last night haha.
last night I went to a frat party...my favorite house that throws parties, which I have been unable to go to because of dry pledge season for my sorority. Well, I went, I drank, I conquered, and then was in turn conquered.
I had been dating one of the brothers, very very new though only for a week or so. and he got drunk (he just got into the frat as well so he went through the dry season too) and he hooked up with one of my sisters. He was beyond shitty that night, but ever since things have been weird with us. We aren't anything anymore, but I did apparently care for him. Last night I figured that if I was really drunk I would care if he hooked up with someone else...but in reality, I just was a drunk fool haha.
Let's put it this way, it was the worst I have ever been in my life. Alot of people couldn't believe I was still standing, and by the end of the night I wasn't standing, walking, anything. I couldn't walk. I couldn't do anything. My roommate and friend had to undress me and put me in bed. I got very very sick, and everytime I would lift my head up I would say "fuck john ******". I didn't put his name because in reality, he is a great guy. He made a mistake, and we are still friends. He is my date for a formal, and I don't know why I felt so hurt by something so new.
Regardless, I had a great time. I don't remember most of the night, and it has been put together for me by several people. You only live once, so I am allowing myself to not be embarrassed. I was very drunk, but I had a great time with my friends, my sisters, and my favorite frat.
A little funny story. Well not really funny, but whatever. My uncle works in advertising. He is brilliant. He is responsible for the Joan Cusack show where she travels all over Europe trying different foods and resturants out. He has met alot of people and done truly incredible things. He is also one of my good friends. He is 39, so we aren't close in age, but he is just fun to sit around and drink wine with. He knows how unhappy I am about being single right now. So he calls me up during thanksgiving break, and tells me that he has someone he wants me to meet. He told me a little about the guy, and I figured, it can't hurt right? I have nothing to lose at this point. Life is about chances, so I'll take it. He said he told this guy all about me but wouldn't give him my number until I agreed. So I agreed. Wednesday he called me and we talked for about fifteen minutes. We agreed to meet. He has the nicest voice and he is so sweet and just ...well rounded. He's 26 so he's a bit older, but I am going to give it a shot. Last night I called him and we talked for over an hour. He's so sweet.
So tomorrow we are going out to lunch. I'm both excited and nervous. I'm afraid he will see me and I won't be what he was expecting. I am afraid about the whole blind date concept. With that said, my mom is amazing. I was expressing how nervous I am and my mom told me the only blind date she ever went on was when my father.
We shall see. Like I said, I have nothing to lose at this point.
last night I went to a frat party...my favorite house that throws parties, which I have been unable to go to because of dry pledge season for my sorority. Well, I went, I drank, I conquered, and then was in turn conquered.
I had been dating one of the brothers, very very new though only for a week or so. and he got drunk (he just got into the frat as well so he went through the dry season too) and he hooked up with one of my sisters. He was beyond shitty that night, but ever since things have been weird with us. We aren't anything anymore, but I did apparently care for him. Last night I figured that if I was really drunk I would care if he hooked up with someone else...but in reality, I just was a drunk fool haha.
Let's put it this way, it was the worst I have ever been in my life. Alot of people couldn't believe I was still standing, and by the end of the night I wasn't standing, walking, anything. I couldn't walk. I couldn't do anything. My roommate and friend had to undress me and put me in bed. I got very very sick, and everytime I would lift my head up I would say "fuck john ******". I didn't put his name because in reality, he is a great guy. He made a mistake, and we are still friends. He is my date for a formal, and I don't know why I felt so hurt by something so new.
Regardless, I had a great time. I don't remember most of the night, and it has been put together for me by several people. You only live once, so I am allowing myself to not be embarrassed. I was very drunk, but I had a great time with my friends, my sisters, and my favorite frat.
A little funny story. Well not really funny, but whatever. My uncle works in advertising. He is brilliant. He is responsible for the Joan Cusack show where she travels all over Europe trying different foods and resturants out. He has met alot of people and done truly incredible things. He is also one of my good friends. He is 39, so we aren't close in age, but he is just fun to sit around and drink wine with. He knows how unhappy I am about being single right now. So he calls me up during thanksgiving break, and tells me that he has someone he wants me to meet. He told me a little about the guy, and I figured, it can't hurt right? I have nothing to lose at this point. Life is about chances, so I'll take it. He said he told this guy all about me but wouldn't give him my number until I agreed. So I agreed. Wednesday he called me and we talked for about fifteen minutes. We agreed to meet. He has the nicest voice and he is so sweet and just ...well rounded. He's 26 so he's a bit older, but I am going to give it a shot. Last night I called him and we talked for over an hour. He's so sweet.
So tomorrow we are going out to lunch. I'm both excited and nervous. I'm afraid he will see me and I won't be what he was expecting. I am afraid about the whole blind date concept. With that said, my mom is amazing. I was expressing how nervous I am and my mom told me the only blind date she ever went on was when my father.
We shall see. Like I said, I have nothing to lose at this point.