oh the eventful week ive had
So I posted on Saturday after my Friday night..my very rough/worst drunk ever Friday night.
Saturday we had a mixer, which I was actually controlled at...but we were out until 4 am..so I was exhausted for Sunday...which was my blind date..he went to the city (NYC for you non east coast kiddies) to party the night before too which worked out because we were both tired haha
Our date..was incredible. I was so scared...and I didn't know what to wear or anything..like freaking out...which I don't do. he picked me up..and was not what I expected. He has McDreamy hair...gorgeous brown wavy hair...hazel/green eyes...great smile..great teeth (which with me is golden)..and his personality? was amazing. I was just drawn to him. He is really funny, and intelligent, and we just talked like we had known eachother all along. I really liked him. He was respectful. He called last night, but I was at a formal for my sorority. I was so upset I missed his call, I left him a voicemail though when I called him back. He called again tonight but I was out to dinner with a friend so I told him I would call him back. When I did he didn't pick up.
Here is the problem. I think he's great. and he's the first guy I've met since Joe that I could see myself with long-term. He's the first person who has been mature and well-rounded..and just right for my personality. The problem is, he works with my uncle. If he didn't like me, he isn't going to be a jerk and not call, because he wants to continue working with my uncle. He wants to maintain my uncle's respect for him, and he is a nice guy, so I don't think he has it in him to be a jerk. So if he doesn't have an interest in me..I wouldn't know. Which sucks. He told my uncle he thought I had a great personality and was attractive and that he wanted to go out with me again, but again I'm not getting excited just yet.
Why is dating so confusing? I have met so many guys the past few weeks..and I have a couple that have an interest in me..and since meeting Ryan, he's the one I want to get to know.
So let's hope for once things work out.
Saturday we had a mixer, which I was actually controlled at...but we were out until 4 am..so I was exhausted for Sunday...which was my blind date..he went to the city (NYC for you non east coast kiddies) to party the night before too which worked out because we were both tired haha
Our date..was incredible. I was so scared...and I didn't know what to wear or anything..like freaking out...which I don't do. he picked me up..and was not what I expected. He has McDreamy hair...gorgeous brown wavy hair...hazel/green eyes...great smile..great teeth (which with me is golden)..and his personality? was amazing. I was just drawn to him. He is really funny, and intelligent, and we just talked like we had known eachother all along. I really liked him. He was respectful. He called last night, but I was at a formal for my sorority. I was so upset I missed his call, I left him a voicemail though when I called him back. He called again tonight but I was out to dinner with a friend so I told him I would call him back. When I did he didn't pick up.
Here is the problem. I think he's great. and he's the first guy I've met since Joe that I could see myself with long-term. He's the first person who has been mature and well-rounded..and just right for my personality. The problem is, he works with my uncle. If he didn't like me, he isn't going to be a jerk and not call, because he wants to continue working with my uncle. He wants to maintain my uncle's respect for him, and he is a nice guy, so I don't think he has it in him to be a jerk. So if he doesn't have an interest in me..I wouldn't know. Which sucks. He told my uncle he thought I had a great personality and was attractive and that he wanted to go out with me again, but again I'm not getting excited just yet.
Why is dating so confusing? I have met so many guys the past few weeks..and I have a couple that have an interest in me..and since meeting Ryan, he's the one I want to get to know.
So let's hope for once things work out.