Kelsey Did It. Maybe It Will Cheer Me Up.

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1. what my last text in my inbox, and the last text that i’ve sent says
   "Yay :) we'll discuss itmore when it's actually december." "Definitelyyy."
2. a famous person i’ve been compared to.
   Virginia Woolf.
3. 5 things that irritate me about the same gender/opposite gender.
   1. When they are shallow.
   2. When they don’t think they’re pretty.
   3. There’s little about girls in general that I don’t like. I just don’t like certain traits of certain people.
   4.
   5.
   
   1. When they’re aggressive.
   2. When they are shallow.
   3. There’s little about guys in general that I don’t like. I just don’t like certain traits of certain people.
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   5.
4. the best thing that has happened to me this week.
   Making up with Destiny.
5. weird things i do when i’m alone.
   Kelsey! I talk to myself, too!! Maybe even more than you!!
6. how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.
   $5000 as savings. $5000 to do whatever. Maybe move out.
7. things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look.
   Things I Like: My hair, my eye colour, my lips, my hands. My stomach. What I Don’t Like: My legs. My chest. My butt. My lack of cheekbones. My nose. My chin. My feet. My eyelashes.
8. my last night out in detail. I can’t talk about this, it is private and involves another person who would not want me advertising the night. I need to respect his privacy. We made new friends, though.
9. something that makes me sad when i think about it.
   Soul mates.
10. something i’ve lied about.
    Recently? “Oh, I had a lot of food earlier.”
11. would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why.
    Someone I love for ten years. I know exactly who. I know what I could fix.
12. something i’m currently worrying about.
    Outside of myself? Nathan.
13. one person from tumblr i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck.
    No one that I’d throw off a cliff. I’d marry FromVictim-ToSurvivor. I wouldn’t fuck any of them because I don’t love any of them.
14. something i do without realising.
    I don’t know, I don’t realise it ;)
15. lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.
    “I hate myself for losing you.”
16. a drunken story. I don’t have any, really :P Just kind of… sad ones XD I guess there was the time I got drunk at a family event and kept hugging everyone and telling them how much I love them, but that isn’t even funny…
17. something i regret.
    … yeah, don’t get me started.
18. post a picture of myself.
    
19. things you want to do before you die
    See / talk to him again. Be a psychologist. Prove myself. Read “Anna Karenina” all the way through. Hang out with David Weaver and Mario Panebianco. Have wind chimes in my window.
20. press ctrl v and post.
    “There’s little about girls in general that I don’t like. I just don’t like certain traits of certain people.”
21. post a bit of my last IM convo.
    “Hi” “Hi”. I don’t know. I haven’t gone on MSN today.
22. 5 things i want to change.
    1. Our relationship.
    2. Myself.
    3. The fact that there aren’t any time machines. Seriously. I need one.
    4. My life.
    5. World hunger.
23. my view on being tumblr famous.
    I don’t want to be?
24. someone i’d like to be for a day and why.
    Larissa. I want to know how bad her body pain is.
25. 5 things within touching distance. Blankets, pillows, laptop, water bottle, lamp.
26. story of my first kiss?
    I was a kid. We ran between two houses and kissed until his Mom called us back over to her. I didn’t do it because I wanted to. I did it because I felt I had no choice, and that he would be angry at me if I didn’t.

This did not help.