i wish it was april...
cuz if it were april then crys would be here and then we'd be living in our cute apartment and we'd probably be making some really good pasta right now. life can be so unfair. and i think that she's at school right now, so i cant even talk to her. so last night i went out to dinner and i seriously thought i was going to die of an asthma attack lol, i get really bad anxiety attacks, and they've been worse lately. i guess its not really that funny but if you coulda seen it, it mighta been. i need to go eat, its been awhile...