its been a long day
remember we used to dance
and everyone wanted to be
you and me
i want to be too
he makes me wish that i had a been a better person and that i wasnt such a shitty one. and it breaks my heart to see him so torn up over things i have done. i almost wish we had never met so that he would be with someone who deserved him...almost...i wouldnt give him up for the world even though he is better than me and deserves better than me. so call me selfish call me what you will but i love him. i feel like my heart has been in a vicegrip all day, it hurts. i know that he hurts too, but dealing with myself i think may be just as hard as what he goes through. cuz im the one who fucked up, but who's to say? and i always feel so stupid because it seems like he is always the one who ends up comforting me and i think it should be the other way around, but im not as strong as him. i just need him to know i love him and would do anything for him, he is my source of comfort and strength, damn that sounds so gay lol but its true.
lets be us again
and everyone wanted to be
you and me
i want to be too
he makes me wish that i had a been a better person and that i wasnt such a shitty one. and it breaks my heart to see him so torn up over things i have done. i almost wish we had never met so that he would be with someone who deserved him...almost...i wouldnt give him up for the world even though he is better than me and deserves better than me. so call me selfish call me what you will but i love him. i feel like my heart has been in a vicegrip all day, it hurts. i know that he hurts too, but dealing with myself i think may be just as hard as what he goes through. cuz im the one who fucked up, but who's to say? and i always feel so stupid because it seems like he is always the one who ends up comforting me and i think it should be the other way around, but im not as strong as him. i just need him to know i love him and would do anything for him, he is my source of comfort and strength, damn that sounds so gay lol but its true.
lets be us again