quadrangles

[dca137]

We got stuck inside this quadrangle
bouncing in and off eachothers' angles.
And we became invincible,
the problems became invisible.
We were fucked into this fate we've found,
thinking our real lives could wait
10 feet off the ground.
We're all coming down now,
I'm starting to feel low now.
And how things got so bad,so fast?
I'm not exactly sure how.
What made us think we'd go untouched?
I've never wanted peace of mind so much.
Realization isn't exactly coming quick,
but I can feel it,
cuz I can feel myself getting sick.
But I'm not so sure that I can quit.
And so we go down that road again,
taking one more trip.
Can I take one more trip without falling down?
Cuz I wear that smoke like im beautiful,
I wear it like a wedding gown.
Will you show us to the lost and found?
Cuz I think we've lost reality somewhere
and I'm hoping we can find it there.
Maybe that's a lie cuz sometimes reality's too much to bear.
And it's hard to find your way back when no one seems to care
if your train comes off its tracks.
But i'm making tracks and falling back
I'm there.

i am so very sad today...friends i've lost and things i've done make me really sad...