No Really, I'm Fine (11&12/12)
Title: No Really, I'm Fine (11&12/12)
Author: daydream4way
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Summary: Loosely based on the album No Really, I'm Fine by the Spill Canvas. It's the story of how Jack is completely, painfully in love with Alex, and how Alex's new relationship drives him over the edge. It's going to be quite a bit angsty and probably a little sad at times. Each chapter will be around 500 words, and will be titled after a different song on the album. So, as if it wasn't already obvious, you should really go listen to The Spill Canvas right now. That is all. Enjoy ;) PS. Comment!
A/N: Special thanks to everyone who read this (even the silent readers, you devils) and to the best beta ever; sammiturnmeon, who didn't mind my nagging :)
Chapter Eleven: Connect the Dots
"I know all your favorite spots, and tonight we will connect the dots."
“I still can’t believe you write porn about us.”
“You read porn about us and jerk off. That’s pervy.”
“Still it’s way worse…”
“Uh Jack?” Alex interrupts.
“Yeah?”
“Shut. UP.” Alex crashes their mouths together. Jack responds by pushing Alex down on the bed so that Jack is straddling his hips. Alex moves his hands to Jack’s hips, holding him firmly in place while he grinds his hips upwards, letting Jack know just how much this kiss has affected him. It’s affected both of them.
Jack moves his mouth to Alex’s neck, biting the skin just below his tattoo, leaving a mark that will let everyone know that Alex belongs to him and him only. “Mmm Jack.” Jack stops kissing Alex’s neck and crushes their lips together, while moving his hand to Alex’s crotch. When he makes contact, a moan escapes Alex’s throat, and Jack finds it very encouraging. He slips his hand inside Alex’s boxers and begins to slowly pump Alex’s shaft. Jack breaks their kiss, and quickly removes Alex’s underwear, moving his body down the bed. “Jack” Alex whispers as Jack takes the tip of Alex’s penis in his mouth. He’s never given a blow job before, but he’s had his fair share and he knows what he likes, so he tries to mimic those moves on Alex, using his hands and a small amount of teeth and a lot of suction to elicit rough and dirty moans from Alex.
“Mmm Jack soooooo good.” Jack hums in response, which causes Alex to thrust into Jack’s mouth probably a little too hard, but Jack really doesn’t care, all he cares about is Alex. “Fuck Jack… nghh. Gonna come.” Jack shakes his head in response, and continues to pump the base of Alex’s cock while circling his head around the tip, and Alex comes fast and warm into the back of Jack’s throat, his hands gripping Jack’s hair while wave after wave of ecstasy moves through him.
Alex pulls Jack back up to face level and kisses him, tasting himself on Jack’s tongue, and while he should probably find that kind of gross, it’s actually quite a turn on. “Want you.”
“You have me.” Jack responds breathlessly, his own erection starting to hurt from the lack of contact.
“Want you to fuck me.” There’s nothing in the world, in the entire galaxy, that Jack wants more at this moment.
“Do you uh… do you have something?”
“Condoms and lubes in the drawer.” Jack gets up to get them, surprised at how much lube Alex has. He settles for a green bottle, throwing it on the mattress before straddling Alex’s hips, kissing him softly, “I love you Alex.”
“I love you too Jack.” Alex reaches down to Jack’s aching cock, pumping him a few times, and rolling the condom on.
“Should I, uhh…” Jack puts his hand up “loosen you up?” Alex shakes his head.
“No, I’m ready. I’ve been ready for this my whole life. Please Jack. Need to feel you inside me.”
Jack doesn’t need to be told twice. He splashes some lube on himself and enters Alex with one firm thrust. The tightness he immediately feels is enough to make him almost come on the spot. Yeah, he’s tried anal before, but fuck, this is amazing. Alex moves his hips a little, grunting at how full he feels.
“Fuck, Alex. Wow.” Is all Jack can manage to say, pulling out about half way and softly thrusting back in. “Is this okay?”
“Mmm Jack I’m fine, you’re not going to break me.” Jack quickens his pace a little, thrusting his into Alex with desperation.
“Remember all those guys I fucked hmm? The countless men you saw me with?”
“Yeah.” Why is Alex bringing this up now?
“Make me forget about all of them Jack. Come on, fuck me Jack.”
Jack violently pins Alex’s hands over his head, angry at Alex for even bringing up those other guys. He wants Jack to make him forget? He’s going to make sure Alex can’t walk for days. He violently thrusts into Alex, increasing his speed to a pace he didn’t even know he could reach, sweat literally dripping off of him and falling onto Alex.
The sounds coming out of Alex sound primitive and Jack takes one of his hands off of Alex’s to give some attention to Alex’s penis, not sure that he’s going to last much longer. Seconds later, Alex is coming messily all over Jack’s hand and making noises Jack is sure the whole street can hear.
Minutes later, Jack comes inside of Alex, immediately collapsing on top of him, feeling both physically and emotionally spent.
“Fuck Jack that was perfect.” Alex finally says.
“Yeah, you should write a story about it.” Jack teases.
“I just might.”
“Hey Alex?”
“Yeah?”
“I thought you didn’t like to look at people’s faces when they fucked you.”
“That’s only because they weren’t you.” And yeah, that's okay with Jack.
Chapter Twelve (Epilogue): One Thing is for Sure
"One thing is for sure; you are worth living for."
Once again, Jack has no clue what city they are in tonight. It might be Boston? He’s pretty sure they’re somewhere along the east coast. He eats, sleeps, and breathes Alex in the best way possible, so he’s not really sure. They’ve been together for a few months, and everything still feels so new, so exciting, so right. It was easy enough to tell their band and crew, and Jack’s parents took the news better than expected, but they still hadn’t come out publicly as a couple. Although both Jack and Alex were fairly certain that the fans would support them one hundred percent, it felt like telling them might jinx it or something.
They finish playing Coffee Shop Soundtrack, and Alex walks over to Jack’s microphone. ‘Oh great,' thinks Jack, 'Alex is going to kiss me again.’ But he doesn’t, instead he leans over to whisper in Jack’s ear, “Can we tell them?”
“Really?” Jack actually really wants to, but he’s also scared that it’ll mess things up.
“Only if you want.” Jack really wants.
“Hey everyone” Jack says into the microphone, while Alex walks back to his own. “Alex and I have something to tell you.”
“We’re going to need you to post it all over tumblr, twitter, livejournal, facebook, instagram, youtube, and all the other sites you can think of. Okay? Everyone set their cameras to record mode so you capture this.” Alex looks at Jack, and Jack nods winking at Alex as if to tell him yeah, it’s okay. We’ll survive this.
“Jack and I are in love.” The crowd cheers loudly. “No really, we’ve been together for a few months now, and I know we’ve joked about this a lot, but I just thought we should tell you seriously… uh Jalex does exist. We’re happy, and we want you to be happy for us.”
“Kiss him.” One crowd member shouts from front row.
“Actually” Jack says, “Alex and I won’t be kissing on stage anymore, sadly. Because that’s something special to us now.” The crowd boos. “But I suppose one last kiss wouldn’t hurt, right Alex?”
Alex walks over to Jack, places one hand on Jack’s waist and the other on his chin and pulls him in for a soft gentle kiss. Jack is having none of that, and grabs Alex’s waist with both hands, pulling him in desperately, devouring his mouth with an intense need. Alex’s mouth parts slightly and Jack pulls him deeper, feeling a familiar heat rising in his stomach. As much as neither wants to, they pull away from the kiss, dropping their hands and laughing softly.
“What was that?” Alex whispers, breathless.
“I just wanted everyone to know once and for all, they can’t have you because you belong to me.” Alex laughs, rolling his eyes at Jack.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” Alex walks over to his stand and says to the crowd, “Well thank you so much for coming out tonight. This is our last song. I got your picture I’m coming with you…”
A/N2: Bah, I'm pretty proud of this fic. I have a question for you; sequel? I have this idea floating around where their transition from friends to boyfriends doesn't go so well, and drama ensues, but I'm like hmm, would people read it? Let me know. Also, I had a moment with Jack at Warped Tour where he laughed at a facial expression I made at him, and I'd like to invite you all to our November wedding ;)
Author: daydream4way
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Summary: Loosely based on the album No Really, I'm Fine by the Spill Canvas. It's the story of how Jack is completely, painfully in love with Alex, and how Alex's new relationship drives him over the edge. It's going to be quite a bit angsty and probably a little sad at times. Each chapter will be around 500 words, and will be titled after a different song on the album. So, as if it wasn't already obvious, you should really go listen to The Spill Canvas right now. That is all. Enjoy ;) PS. Comment!
A/N: Special thanks to everyone who read this (even the silent readers, you devils) and to the best beta ever; sammiturnmeon, who didn't mind my nagging :)
Chapter Eleven: Connect the Dots
"I know all your favorite spots, and tonight we will connect the dots."
“I still can’t believe you write porn about us.”
“You read porn about us and jerk off. That’s pervy.”
“Still it’s way worse…”
“Uh Jack?” Alex interrupts.
“Yeah?”
“Shut. UP.” Alex crashes their mouths together. Jack responds by pushing Alex down on the bed so that Jack is straddling his hips. Alex moves his hands to Jack’s hips, holding him firmly in place while he grinds his hips upwards, letting Jack know just how much this kiss has affected him. It’s affected both of them.
Jack moves his mouth to Alex’s neck, biting the skin just below his tattoo, leaving a mark that will let everyone know that Alex belongs to him and him only. “Mmm Jack.” Jack stops kissing Alex’s neck and crushes their lips together, while moving his hand to Alex’s crotch. When he makes contact, a moan escapes Alex’s throat, and Jack finds it very encouraging. He slips his hand inside Alex’s boxers and begins to slowly pump Alex’s shaft. Jack breaks their kiss, and quickly removes Alex’s underwear, moving his body down the bed. “Jack” Alex whispers as Jack takes the tip of Alex’s penis in his mouth. He’s never given a blow job before, but he’s had his fair share and he knows what he likes, so he tries to mimic those moves on Alex, using his hands and a small amount of teeth and a lot of suction to elicit rough and dirty moans from Alex.
“Mmm Jack soooooo good.” Jack hums in response, which causes Alex to thrust into Jack’s mouth probably a little too hard, but Jack really doesn’t care, all he cares about is Alex. “Fuck Jack… nghh. Gonna come.” Jack shakes his head in response, and continues to pump the base of Alex’s cock while circling his head around the tip, and Alex comes fast and warm into the back of Jack’s throat, his hands gripping Jack’s hair while wave after wave of ecstasy moves through him.
Alex pulls Jack back up to face level and kisses him, tasting himself on Jack’s tongue, and while he should probably find that kind of gross, it’s actually quite a turn on. “Want you.”
“You have me.” Jack responds breathlessly, his own erection starting to hurt from the lack of contact.
“Want you to fuck me.” There’s nothing in the world, in the entire galaxy, that Jack wants more at this moment.
“Do you uh… do you have something?”
“Condoms and lubes in the drawer.” Jack gets up to get them, surprised at how much lube Alex has. He settles for a green bottle, throwing it on the mattress before straddling Alex’s hips, kissing him softly, “I love you Alex.”
“I love you too Jack.” Alex reaches down to Jack’s aching cock, pumping him a few times, and rolling the condom on.
“Should I, uhh…” Jack puts his hand up “loosen you up?” Alex shakes his head.
“No, I’m ready. I’ve been ready for this my whole life. Please Jack. Need to feel you inside me.”
Jack doesn’t need to be told twice. He splashes some lube on himself and enters Alex with one firm thrust. The tightness he immediately feels is enough to make him almost come on the spot. Yeah, he’s tried anal before, but fuck, this is amazing. Alex moves his hips a little, grunting at how full he feels.
“Fuck, Alex. Wow.” Is all Jack can manage to say, pulling out about half way and softly thrusting back in. “Is this okay?”
“Mmm Jack I’m fine, you’re not going to break me.” Jack quickens his pace a little, thrusting his into Alex with desperation.
“Remember all those guys I fucked hmm? The countless men you saw me with?”
“Yeah.” Why is Alex bringing this up now?
“Make me forget about all of them Jack. Come on, fuck me Jack.”
Jack violently pins Alex’s hands over his head, angry at Alex for even bringing up those other guys. He wants Jack to make him forget? He’s going to make sure Alex can’t walk for days. He violently thrusts into Alex, increasing his speed to a pace he didn’t even know he could reach, sweat literally dripping off of him and falling onto Alex.
The sounds coming out of Alex sound primitive and Jack takes one of his hands off of Alex’s to give some attention to Alex’s penis, not sure that he’s going to last much longer. Seconds later, Alex is coming messily all over Jack’s hand and making noises Jack is sure the whole street can hear.
Minutes later, Jack comes inside of Alex, immediately collapsing on top of him, feeling both physically and emotionally spent.
“Fuck Jack that was perfect.” Alex finally says.
“Yeah, you should write a story about it.” Jack teases.
“I just might.”
“Hey Alex?”
“Yeah?”
“I thought you didn’t like to look at people’s faces when they fucked you.”
“That’s only because they weren’t you.” And yeah, that's okay with Jack.
Chapter Twelve (Epilogue): One Thing is for Sure
"One thing is for sure; you are worth living for."
Once again, Jack has no clue what city they are in tonight. It might be Boston? He’s pretty sure they’re somewhere along the east coast. He eats, sleeps, and breathes Alex in the best way possible, so he’s not really sure. They’ve been together for a few months, and everything still feels so new, so exciting, so right. It was easy enough to tell their band and crew, and Jack’s parents took the news better than expected, but they still hadn’t come out publicly as a couple. Although both Jack and Alex were fairly certain that the fans would support them one hundred percent, it felt like telling them might jinx it or something.
They finish playing Coffee Shop Soundtrack, and Alex walks over to Jack’s microphone. ‘Oh great,' thinks Jack, 'Alex is going to kiss me again.’ But he doesn’t, instead he leans over to whisper in Jack’s ear, “Can we tell them?”
“Really?” Jack actually really wants to, but he’s also scared that it’ll mess things up.
“Only if you want.” Jack really wants.
“Hey everyone” Jack says into the microphone, while Alex walks back to his own. “Alex and I have something to tell you.”
“We’re going to need you to post it all over tumblr, twitter, livejournal, facebook, instagram, youtube, and all the other sites you can think of. Okay? Everyone set their cameras to record mode so you capture this.” Alex looks at Jack, and Jack nods winking at Alex as if to tell him yeah, it’s okay. We’ll survive this.
“Jack and I are in love.” The crowd cheers loudly. “No really, we’ve been together for a few months now, and I know we’ve joked about this a lot, but I just thought we should tell you seriously… uh Jalex does exist. We’re happy, and we want you to be happy for us.”
“Kiss him.” One crowd member shouts from front row.
“Actually” Jack says, “Alex and I won’t be kissing on stage anymore, sadly. Because that’s something special to us now.” The crowd boos. “But I suppose one last kiss wouldn’t hurt, right Alex?”
Alex walks over to Jack, places one hand on Jack’s waist and the other on his chin and pulls him in for a soft gentle kiss. Jack is having none of that, and grabs Alex’s waist with both hands, pulling him in desperately, devouring his mouth with an intense need. Alex’s mouth parts slightly and Jack pulls him deeper, feeling a familiar heat rising in his stomach. As much as neither wants to, they pull away from the kiss, dropping their hands and laughing softly.
“What was that?” Alex whispers, breathless.
“I just wanted everyone to know once and for all, they can’t have you because you belong to me.” Alex laughs, rolling his eyes at Jack.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” Alex walks over to his stand and says to the crowd, “Well thank you so much for coming out tonight. This is our last song. I got your picture I’m coming with you…”
A/N2: Bah, I'm pretty proud of this fic. I have a question for you; sequel? I have this idea floating around where their transition from friends to boyfriends doesn't go so well, and drama ensues, but I'm like hmm, would people read it? Let me know. Also, I had a moment with Jack at Warped Tour where he laughed at a facial expression I made at him, and I'd like to invite you all to our November wedding ;)