Ok this isnt going to be one of those poor me sorts of posts.  I hate to admit it but in the past i have been very 'poor me' posts which actually kind of pisses me off.  I Dont like it when people try to suck pity from people and I've only recently realised maybe thats the way i have been coming across ... well i dont want pity and I dont want to ( Read more... )

Ok so I have returned from my awesome holiday and now not only am I starting to hit the post holiday low but I feel this will be worse then normal cos I have Major changes ahead.  Its not even like I get a couple of days to go "yup returned from holiday, now I have to get back to life" ... I'm thrown right into leaving my life behind, packing and ( Read more... )

is very very flat tonight! I've been trying to not feel like this, to pretend everything is alright but I dont feel it is! But if I let it show everyone will ask whats wrong and theres no trigger ... I just feel low.

A quote keeps popping into my head from research day last year "Excitement is just defered disappointment".  It was talking about  ( Read more... )