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10 hours without vodka. The bottle today was too small and too little and now I feel worse knowing I will be without. At the very least I indulged myself... and took a break from this silly game.

This week is getting worse and worse. Especially since I have a few more... enemies to avoid now.

I have gone more than 48 hours without a single sip of vodka. The wine has only made it worse. Wine is too weak. My hands will not stop shaking.

Raivis,

I apologize for my absence yesterday. I have been very busy.

Ignore the rotten tomatoes on the counter top. I meant to bring them home fresh yesterday, but I got sidetracked and left them at my apartment when I visited to check on some things retrieve some things.

Going home is getting harder and harder... I find it difficult to avoid Natalia ( Read more... )

Raivis, I... cancel all my appointments tomorrow. I'm not feeling well. Stomachache... I'll be in bed for a while. Natalia was kind enough to take the day off from work to... tend to me.

I'm getting a bad feeling about this... where did this person get that picture.

How did they get in my apartment?

...I'm still convinced that I'm imagining things, but I swear I woke up in another person's bath tub this morning...

...how drunk did I get last night?

( IMAGE HEAVY: And now for something completely different: NAN DESU KAN. )

I don't think I ever want to go near another gathering that sounds remotely like "party" again. Papa would be so upset with me if he found out what happened to my boots...

UGH. NO MORE VODKA EVER AGAIN. EVER.
Okay, maybe just one more bottle...

THERE YAO, ARE YOU HAPPY?!

I can't believe what I've done...
( Locked Against Alfred and Natasha )