This beautiful song and this accompanying heavenly video pretty much sum up my last 2½ days. :/

It's another result of the doujin { = amateur self-published works} phenomena that is Touhou Project, and I've found the tale of it's creation evolution over many steps of anarchic philantropic community contribution (described reasonably well here) ( Read more... )

Today (wednesday) has reminded me that the real world {or maybe just the world, full stop} is too real for me in comparison to many others. Comparatively its very intense and affects me very strongly ( Read more... )

( task anxiety  +  phone anxiety  +  braindeath )  x  needing to get shit done and make phone calls  =  sad kitty

insomnia fooking sucks.

*glares at not-working sleeping tablets, and tome of unhelpfulness that is the BNF*

(althou at least i've cracked open the really sketchy notes I made on an epic story idea from many yars ago.)