Romanicing with an addict
What if someone tells you she loves you, but then she acts as though she loves someone else.
I call that romancing with an addict.
Ugh... How I hate Februaries!
Ano hi boku no kokoro wa oto mo naku kuzuresatta
Kowarete sakendemo keshisarenai kioku to
Kurayami ga hitomi no naka he to nagarekomu
Mou iro sae mienai ashita he to shizumu
[On that day,
My heart crumbled in silence
Even though I scream at being broken,
Inerasable memories and
Darkness flow into my eyes
And I sink into tomorrow
Whose colors can’t even be seen anymore]
~Colors of the Heart, UVERWORLD
Right now, I feel as if I'm romancing with an addict myself..
You see, I opened my friendster just to make sure that got an email address right. It turns out that some girl who told me she loved me raved on ahead about someone she loves and misses dearly... However, that person, whose identity wasn't really mentioned, did not fit my profile. So I got really, really, sad and stuff... yeah. So I tried seeking help from different people. One of whom, Ironically, to say the least, was Anna (If in the occasion you don't know who Anna is, kindly ask someone who spent third year high school with me).
darksage29: you see, this girl told me she loved me. But then, she asks as if she loves someone else... what should I do?
anna arano: huh???
darksage29: I mean, She ACTS as if she loves someone else..
darksage29: sorry *distracted*
anna arano: ow...
anna arano: ask her why she acts that way.. umm. that wouldn't be easy, i guess..
She was damned right! *sigh* and I'm in an emotional low right now...
I just remembered that I should treat neechan to ice cream tomorrow. Valentine's Day... Which brings me to another topic in my asinine discussion.
tomorrow is also the submission for our COMMII drafts. And sadly, I can't start making them today because, all my sources went AWOL on me. Well, except Bioelectricity by Suckling, who would help me in around a bit of the draft itself.
College of Medicine Library: The moment you go within a meter from the door to the stock section of the said library, the pungent odor of decaying (yes, decaying) paper will assault your nostrils, sucking most of the living daylights out of you. The shelves are lined with olden switches, which turn on eerie fluorescent tubes that should suffice for your reading. That is, if you don't faint from the smell.
College of Arts and Sciences Library: being the largest college in the university of the philippines in manila, this library is probably overused (and its lack of an internet connection thanks to maynilad adds icing to the cake) due to the massive readership all the BA's and BS's going around. The book you need is probably here... Just good luck in finding it.
The university libraries failed me... oh well, good luck to me tomorrow!
I call that romancing with an addict.
Ugh... How I hate Februaries!
Ano hi boku no kokoro wa oto mo naku kuzuresatta
Kowarete sakendemo keshisarenai kioku to
Kurayami ga hitomi no naka he to nagarekomu
Mou iro sae mienai ashita he to shizumu
[On that day,
My heart crumbled in silence
Even though I scream at being broken,
Inerasable memories and
Darkness flow into my eyes
And I sink into tomorrow
Whose colors can’t even be seen anymore]
~Colors of the Heart, UVERWORLD
Right now, I feel as if I'm romancing with an addict myself..
You see, I opened my friendster just to make sure that got an email address right. It turns out that some girl who told me she loved me raved on ahead about someone she loves and misses dearly... However, that person, whose identity wasn't really mentioned, did not fit my profile. So I got really, really, sad and stuff... yeah. So I tried seeking help from different people. One of whom, Ironically, to say the least, was Anna (If in the occasion you don't know who Anna is, kindly ask someone who spent third year high school with me).
darksage29: you see, this girl told me she loved me. But then, she asks as if she loves someone else... what should I do?
anna arano: huh???
darksage29: I mean, She ACTS as if she loves someone else..
darksage29: sorry *distracted*
anna arano: ow...
anna arano: ask her why she acts that way.. umm. that wouldn't be easy, i guess..
She was damned right! *sigh* and I'm in an emotional low right now...
I just remembered that I should treat neechan to ice cream tomorrow. Valentine's Day... Which brings me to another topic in my asinine discussion.
tomorrow is also the submission for our COMMII drafts. And sadly, I can't start making them today because, all my sources went AWOL on me. Well, except Bioelectricity by Suckling, who would help me in around a bit of the draft itself.
College of Medicine Library: The moment you go within a meter from the door to the stock section of the said library, the pungent odor of decaying (yes, decaying) paper will assault your nostrils, sucking most of the living daylights out of you. The shelves are lined with olden switches, which turn on eerie fluorescent tubes that should suffice for your reading. That is, if you don't faint from the smell.
College of Arts and Sciences Library: being the largest college in the university of the philippines in manila, this library is probably overused (and its lack of an internet connection thanks to maynilad adds icing to the cake) due to the massive readership all the BA's and BS's going around. The book you need is probably here... Just good luck in finding it.
The university libraries failed me... oh well, good luck to me tomorrow!