How did I live with myself back then?!?
I was browsing through the stuff I had back in high school and came upon my journal/random things notebook (where I usually put fiction, poetry, random essays and sketches). And within the detritus of bad poetry and even worse drawings was this tiny essay that was in my old handwriting (which is big and irregular and juvenile). I found it hilarious to the point that I don't believe that I even wrote it, so I decided to post it here for the lulz.
Warning: emo post is emo.
Sometimes I wonder why so many people are indifferent to people such as I. I ask myself why they are so apathetic towards the unorthodox. Is this a product of the fear f the populace towards to challenge the norm? A personification of mankind's desire to retain the status quo? Or is it that I am simply repulsive? Is there a way to assuage the situation? Or will the cruel hand of fate drive me into a perennial loop, forever suffering the agony of this indifference?
I can't ascertain why people are like this. Are these persons simply blind, blind and asinine enough not to awaken to the plain and simple truth walking in their midst? The human mind is built unlike a brute's. one is not ignorant unless he is mentally impotent.It seems that the only feasible reasoning fitting the apparent apathy is that the improbity of the psyche forces the minds of men to stop the natural and instinctive urge to empathize. It's simply pathetic. Pathetic and sociologically wrong! It goes beyond the ethical and moral boundaries to my knowledge.
But then again, it is morally incorrect to speak ill of other people. I necessarily have no right to offend others, even if those persons cause neuralgia. I believe I'm perspicacious enough to be aware of that. After all, I must also comprehend those who ridicule me for them to understand me.
Whut. This does not sound like me. AT ALL. I don't even think the damn thing makes even the slightest bit of sense. Was I holding a thesaurus at the time forcing me to write those ridiculously highfalutin words? I find this really funny, considering this is a close encounter with my emo past.
Warning: emo post is emo.
Sometimes I wonder why so many people are indifferent to people such as I. I ask myself why they are so apathetic towards the unorthodox. Is this a product of the fear f the populace towards to challenge the norm? A personification of mankind's desire to retain the status quo? Or is it that I am simply repulsive? Is there a way to assuage the situation? Or will the cruel hand of fate drive me into a perennial loop, forever suffering the agony of this indifference?
I can't ascertain why people are like this. Are these persons simply blind, blind and asinine enough not to awaken to the plain and simple truth walking in their midst? The human mind is built unlike a brute's. one is not ignorant unless he is mentally impotent.It seems that the only feasible reasoning fitting the apparent apathy is that the improbity of the psyche forces the minds of men to stop the natural and instinctive urge to empathize. It's simply pathetic. Pathetic and sociologically wrong! It goes beyond the ethical and moral boundaries to my knowledge.
But then again, it is morally incorrect to speak ill of other people. I necessarily have no right to offend others, even if those persons cause neuralgia. I believe I'm perspicacious enough to be aware of that. After all, I must also comprehend those who ridicule me for them to understand me.
Whut. This does not sound like me. AT ALL. I don't even think the damn thing makes even the slightest bit of sense. Was I holding a thesaurus at the time forcing me to write those ridiculously highfalutin words? I find this really funny, considering this is a close encounter with my emo past.