How did I live with myself back then?!?

[darksage29]

I was browsing through the stuff I had back in high school and came upon my journal/random things notebook (where I usually put fiction, poetry, random essays and sketches). And within the detritus of bad poetry and even worse drawings was this tiny essay that was in my old handwriting (which is big and irregular and juvenile). I found it hilarious

Comments

[owldepot]

I was pretty emo like that in highschool with feeling like friends were never actually friends. But people normally grow out of that mentality. :) It's funny to compare growth from the years.

[darksage29]

yeah, well... I made my first real friend in high school only during senior year so it's not far fetched that I acted that way... I'm happy I'm more mature now that I'm in college. :)

[darksage29]

I don;t know what's funnier, the emo-ness or the fact that the rant did not make sense. XD

[levve]

Well it's always interesting to find stuff like this from your past even if it's kind of strange and feels like it was the work of someone else.

[darksage29]

How the hell did I live with myself back then? Ahahaha XD

[meicdon13]

I know the feeling XD I was going through some old LJ entries and I died LOLing at how emo I was. Something about depression and junkies and shit XDD

[darksage29]

it's pretty embarrassing once you come and think of it.