“Nothing is as far away as one minute ago.” - Jim Bishop

Apr 23, 2004 00:59

I'm depressed yet again, but this time I can't seem to figure out why.

I do know that this is partially why:
I just got home from Grant's house and right before I left he seemed kinda down too, but he wouldn't tell me why. So I asked if I had caused his unhappy feelings and he just laughed it off and wouldn't answer the question. Then he insisted that nothing was wrong at all. But I still think something was wrong with him and he just didn't want to tell me. I hate it when he does that; and he does that all the time too when he is feeling down. And since he didn't directly answer if I was the cause or not, it makes me think that I really was and he just didn't want to say so.

Now I want to talk about it with him, but the next time I'm going to see him is right before I give him his b-day present. I don't want to get us both upset/depressed before I give it to him, and I don't want to just drop it either. Goddammit, why can't he ever just come out and tell me what is wrong?!!

Anyway, I know that is only partially the reason I'm depressed. I know there are more reasons, but what?
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