Apr 10, 2005 20:05
I just got back from walking with warren he was "thrilled" to see me. i mean i like the kid and all but he seriously needs to get his priorities striaght. does he wanna date Carly or does he want amanda. i used to LIKE him like a little crush and all but again things aren't as they appear. and no offense to warren or anything but love sick puppies make me sick. From what i hear Carly is a bitch. not my words of course, i don't know the girl. and he really needs to forget about her (not my words again). i personally can't pass judgement on the situation b/c i don't know waht's goin on or their history, sooo that's why i'm just a spectator. i guess i can' blame him though, it's nice to be around someone you care about. like i really care about zach, i still love him with all my heart but when i think we should be back together i look at what we had and waht went wrong and decide that it;s just not a good idea. anyways, on otehr issues. what is wrong with me? why am i so cold hearted all the time? i feel like Pink off of The Wall. In fact the only difference is my dad didn't die in a war. this is how i feel
"I don't need no arms around me, And I dont need no drugs to calm me.I have seen the writing on the wall. Don't think I need anything at all. No! Don't think I'll need anything at all.All in all it was all just bricks in the wall. All in all you were all just bricks in the wall."
"What shall we use To fill the empty spaces Where we used to talk?How shall I fill The final places? How should I complete the wall?"
stew on that if you will. ttyl
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