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damn i'm tired. amanda just left so i think i'm gonna sit here and write. she and i discovered a lot yesterday. warren has a mad crush on her and he seriously needs to learn how to "swoon" her i guess you can say. and of course i was the 3rd wheel, as usual. not amanda's fault really. i don't know though, think of it this way. you have friend (amanda) who is exactly they way you used to be, desirable, pretty, and everyone loves you. then you go look in the mirror at yourself and go "what the hell went wrong? you used to be her, why did you go and fuck it up?" i still haven't figured that one out. damn i wish some of these people could have met me b4 i became depressed. i mean i'm not gona lie b/c if it isn't already obvious, i am jealous of amanda. but luckily or me i can get over that and still be her friend. *sigh* i dunno, i just really really really wish i could be happy and go back to the way i used to be. oh well. i had better go my fat needs food. ttyl
Public - 9:28 AM
Public - 9:28 AM